from bem: I offer to you my lord the life you had vested in me. I am much thankful that I have the privilege to experience the sweetness and the wonder of your creations as well as journey which only some have given this. I admit to you my lord that I have done against your will and to your teachings, I beg that these things should be forgiven; to at least I can start a new one. In my 24 years of journey I encountered so much troubles and challenges that cause ruins to my life, my point of views brought by the half hazard decisions in the past years of my existence. The foolishness that I endured for how many long years still causes me trouble. Yet, with your help and guidance I survive the years that had passed. You opened my eyes and my heart to entertain the positivity of the life you offered and created to mankind. My lord I am now in the midst of confusion to reflect my deeds in the past few moments. My dumbness permits my gray matter to produce and to create some of the futile and fatal decisions. I am seeking for your guidance and your help to please help me to overcome this plague that infects my neurons and now they are dying. It was January 8, 2012 that you gave the best gift that an existing creature could ever have. I treasure this gift you have endowed on me; she became the life I ever want to have. In some other reason she squeezed out the best in me. I know that it is your way to be the best that I can be, but my lord she is the only one that I have. She is the only one who believes in me in my talent and in the things I am planning to execute. Please take good care of her, even though I am not always around to protect and to comfort her in her dark and cold night which sometimes I provided her some troubles and problems. I know I am one of the greatest problem makers of her but I promise lord that what I felt is the thing that is beyond my compassion. Even though my actions sometimes or often is due to my half hazard decisions still I really love her more than the gift of life you have endowed on me. Please don’t get me wrong my lord that I don’t love you it seems like I believe in your principle to love others is simply loving you. It is so hard my lord to keep things in a good way. Avoiding what is evil and doing what is right is not an easy way as it seems to. I confess to you my lord that she is the reason why I keep on sticking to this principle to be morally good I am not saying that I am a perfect one in regards to the actions I have done. What I am trying to say is that I don’t want to lose her so I am making the best I can to be a good citizen of this world. Death is one of the things I afraid most, yes still it is one, but on my stage of this emotional phenomenon losing her is just like spending my life into vast emptiness. A void place where I am walking dead and whatever happens to me or whatever achievements glory whatsoever is useless if I don’t have her. Please my lord I don’t want to lose her. Give me the strength and courage to go on and do whatever is necessary. I will do anything my lord even it will cause me death or my life will be at stake just to be with her and she will never leave me. Forgive me lord, sometimes I think of something which is against your will. I know that mere thinking of something against my fellow human is a sin and planning of heinous crime just to ensure that she is only mine and to eliminate the distractors of my life I mean my relationship to my wife. I claim her as my wife I love her so much my lord I promise that I will bring into the altar and ask for your blessing to be officially husband and wife of this society. I love her so much. she is my life I surrender and give my life to you, please grant me lord strength to overcome my foolishness.
Posted on: Sat, 29 Jun 2013 03:11:35 +0000
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