i really wish i can stop stressing out about everything..i know everybody has a rough life, but for me, everything seems so complicated now and i honestly wish for it to stop. Work, school, maintaining a social life along with helping out around the house seems like i could manage, right? WRONG, i really want to take one, ONE, UNO, 1 semester off = approximately 4 months so that way i can work things out for myself, like getting my house LITERALLY CLEAN because just going home feels gross because the only clean rooms in there are the bathrooms, which still have clutter (god i just need to let all of this stuff out!) but when i try to bring it up with my parents, loved ones or friends they throw a hissy fit and state that i need to go to college right now at my age! And if i dont i might as well call myself a bum since i plan on staying at home? I still want to go to school, but it feels like a drag because i am currently enrolled out of guilt and dont feel engaged at all for studying now! Blargh i lost the motivation in continuing this rant, but please know this, i am really feeling at a lost, i am not pulling some "emo bull shit" (pardon my french) i do have different emotions and this is one of them, depression, there i said it (possibly again) i am seriously feeling depressed! I have been feeling this way for a while actually but i felt i didnt need to air my dirty laundry to anybody and that i had to keep to myself so i dont bother anybody but now it is just feeling like too much! Yeah! I dont care if you do, just dont leave a nasty comment on this post because i want to say this is a cry for help? Anyway, hope you guys are having a better week than me and goodnight
Posted on: Wed, 28 Aug 2013 06:52:06 +0000
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