i understand HOW my mind is conditioned,. i am very AWARE of how to fix these things, its just a lot harder to do when other people are lacking the awareness and effort to avoid and aid to these conditions. everyone mistakenly holds these things within themselves as merely qualities of their personality which in reality, theyre the demons you should be fighting off in your day to day life. or using lame excuses (you could be telling your self or others) of why you didnt take the time to do or say things that you really wanted to do, or why you did do those immoral things and how you claim to not be able to help your own behavior,. even if you do START to make an effort to fight off your demons, hard times or brief shitty situations can come up and while that happens, its hard to keep cool, but it seems as though instead of people actually REALLY trying to keep cool, they just emerse themselves in bad emotions / the life source of demons. its a vicious cycle, it seems to people that happiness never lasts, but if you can work THROUGH your problems in whatever way is right for you instead of dreading and AVOIDING your problems, youd be maintaining your happiness instead of deading how it might go horribly wrong/worrying too much about the perfection of your happiness,. know how to compose your emotions and organize your brain and things will become much easier, it takes time.
Posted on: Thu, 21 Aug 2014 09:14:02 +0000