it is not suprising and quite enlightening to see that many times if not all the time i feel truly alive and inspired it involves a type of uncovering, exposing, and discovery. Its like a shedding of skin, of layers of false concepts and beliefs, but ultimately it does have some sort of call to what is forever. when I am uninspired its a habit to look into the future at what i should do, and i am always really searching for the inspired feeling, and that to me is what in spirituality we call remember God. And It also seems very easy to forget that these inspired moments ,this aliveness, it comes from self-inquiry, it comes from a desire to shed and remove the false to what is real, it comes from being tired of being fake, it comes from the sick and tired of being sick and tired, not that we need to manifest drama in our life just feel inspiration. that is an old artists story, and i am not interested in that game, but to understand that if the goal and purpose that i want in every situation and moment is peace of mind, then the uncovering and the expressing and the discovering may very well be apart of it, but to only point to the present moment , to point to the changeless, and then to let go of the need to have story that even gets us there. that may be what A Course in Miracles means by specialness in at least one way. to want more than unity. for unity and oneness not be enough. for love not to be enough. i dont know if this expression means anything, other then a bubbling of expression and a call of innocence. but i embrace the undefined expression. when i say it doesnt mean anything, i mean in abstract oneness it means nothing. because undefined. and so i take these word formations, these colors and shapes and visions, and give them to you, again i give them away, to myself mirroring your hearts call for absolution, as we see its already been given, and absolution is now, in the still frame picture of the big bang expanded out and retracting back, its simply over, its simply written, we are just to watch the past come back again, and look at it again, and say hello goodbye, i love you forever, my goal is peace, that is my function, that is out front here and now. the person jake, doe not do this, dont mistake the character from the divine in me remind me and you what i really am in you. this is not fluff. this is the deepest call of the heart of everyone. to stop saving, or maintaining, stop editing ,or protecting, stop putting on face for 40 grand a year, nonsense, and the so called lucky ones with the house and cars and retirement, do you really think fear and guilt and anxiety is gone? the answer we call for is in our hearts, its in the exposing of all the lies, its exposing the truth, if it hurts, its because you clinged to a pipe dream that you thought you needed to dream, it was a compromise in of itself, it was full of fear and insecurity to begin with, it was designed to fall, instead rejoice, the ultimate answer is in the honesty, let the illusions of love fall and vanish in dust, bring on the falling apart, let every distraction for the exposing fall, no privacy, no poker, what if the ultimate dream is just raw truth out in the open for everyone to see, i will show you mine, and if you show me yours that, if your not ready that is fine also, but i am ready, waiting, to discover true equality...
Posted on: Mon, 01 Sep 2014 03:28:02 +0000
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