it is surprising to see the people you grew up with how they turned out today. never would imagine.. some gone good some gone bad.. I know we all suffer with our problems. but we all get through them. and Im not saying Im perfect. I know I have my problems.. I had a major addiction for eight and a half years. but I knew that I had to put my head on my shoulders because my babies needed me. and Im not saying its easy because it is far from it. but with the love and support of my family I did it... my family was there for me when no one else was.. they never once lost their faith in me.. they always told me that I could do it. and even when I got down and thought that I was going to relapse my little sister and mom was always there to tell me no. it was not for them and my kids I would be in a situation today that I know I dont need to be... and there are times and I wont fall back to the old me.. but then I realize that if I do whos going to do for my kids... they need me to be there to protect them all the way through and that is what my mom taught me.. so I will stand my ground and keep my head held high and keep faith in myself and my good lord. and now that he has a plan for me and my kids and thats what I need we focus on... so Im not bashing on the friends that I had that grow up that went the wrong ways that cannot change.. but they need a hot hold their heads high and leave everything to God.. between him and my family they help me through it every day.. today marks the 2 year mark where Ive been clean.. and I plan on keeping it that way.. have you ever feel like going sour just laying on a family or look up to the good Lord.... Im going out I have been clean for two years and I feel as good as ever.. I can actually get up and move around and do it my kids need and play with them.... so dont let your addiction that you have been an excuse for what you are.. because with a little faith and family support you can change it if I can do it anybody can...
Posted on: Tue, 09 Dec 2014 16:42:02 +0000
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