just had a thought. when im struggling.. in my academics, at home or at some place else with people i like/dislike, i tend to rely on myself, thinking about self-remedies.. and when i fail, i go about and rant all day long and blame it all on people and have mood swings. but today, i realised something. when i got home from school, i charged my phone, went to sleep, woke up and got myself ready for some plans. but when i checked my phone, it didnt have any battery... i got so pissed off bc i did everything. it was so impossible. and thats when it struck me, i get so attached with whats in front of me, what i see is what i only understand and feel. but the truth is, when i traced back steps, i got a no-brainer answer. i simply didnt turn on the main power source in my room. its the same thing as what i have been feeling for the past few weeks. i have been failing, a lot. i fail in my school stuffs, a lot, i fail in honesty, in friendships, in loyalty, in my promises and etc and i have been blaming every thing or every person that i want to blame. but all i ever really needed, since from the start is my main source of everything, i need to have humility, go back, trace my footsteps leading back to my First Love, My God.. to comeback to the heart of worship.
Posted on: Tue, 16 Sep 2014 11:22:42 +0000
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