mah lyf is sooo hard ryt nw..... i onstly cnt telll, wats rong.... bt i jst feelll #sad #broken #lonely #aggresive #low #tamed n #irritated inside of meh.... i smyl n laugh alot.... evry1 thinks tht m fyn n soo apppieeee.... bt insyd m nt.... insyd m vry sad n m broken down into 1000zzzzz of tiny pieces..... i cry alot wen m alone.... tht cry lightenz mah heart..... sumtyms i feel lyk i shud scream out loud n louder n louder, may be i wud feel better.... bt uh no r so cald society.... dy r more intrstd in wats goin on in neighbrz house dan thr own..... i smyl on d outsyd,,.... n evry1 thinks tht m doin fyn bt m olwys dyin inside.... i jst realized tht m a rely gud actresss..n fooled evry1 into believing tht m OKAY.... i hv cum 2 d point.... wer nthn matters anymore... n d things i used to care abot arent worth fytin 4... no matter wat i do or sy, thrs nthn tht i cn do 2 make peeps undrstnd meh.. n at d end i cn jst sy,... dis isnt a perfect world..people do get hurt... i smyl, wen i feel lyk cryin...i act lyk m okay, wen m fallin apart insyd... n i try to let go.. n try to move on..coz i no.. thrs nthn else i cn do.... :/ bt den i realise tht mah frndz wnt 2 c me appiieee... so i smyl... n i smyl alot....n dy think tht m fyn n appiieee.... :) :( :/ :/ :/
Posted on: Fri, 31 Oct 2014 20:01:02 +0000
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