ok I dot normaly do this because I feels these r my prblems and I have to deal with them but in reality how do u really deal with it espaily if u dont want to hurt the ones u love I have a very big dolema on my hands ad I feel closed in and hated and uloved I have been through a rotten life with my parents my dad died in 93 and my mom is still alive and she is 76 and I feel that I should f ever been born in her eyes I have always been be litted and abused yes I said abused physcialy and emontionly being told I would never amount to anything or she wished I was dead or never born yes someone of u will not read this ecause it is nothing u post but I read everyone post and when I post stuff everyone dont comment or like oh well but here is the thing as a child everyone has something wrong but would u still like to be treated the same way as u were as a kid as a grown up I think not lets see those that know me personaly dont really know anything about me I am not looking for pitty or self wallow I pity myself because of all the stuff I went through growing up and I trying to be a loving person but how can you be when it is all about ur mothers son all of the time u really get tired of hearing about it easily when he is sitting his ass in prison and u have never been in trouble with anything and if it came down to me being in that situation I can gaurentee that no one would even be there for me at all in fact I would stake my life on it and none of my so called friends that I have went to school with or knew ersoonlay even bother with me I thoguth true friends stick together even growing older no kids or kids well im livng with my mom to take care of her but I quit because her boyfriends dosnt want me or my boyfriend doing anything we try to make things look decent or we want to put money in the house but he just wants us to put money in my moms account just so he can take it out and say he is using it on bills when he is just no even heling with bills he is helping his daughter with money that is on disability that can work ad she claims she can not work and he works under table when I am on it for a reason since I was little now here is a question if u were treated wrotten by ur mother and she is listeing to her boyfriend and she is treating ur boyfriend badly and she wont lisen to theripists or anyone and just wants to lay around all day and is perfectly capble of doing things but nt cook because on oxgen but u know what she is suppose to be doing and her boyfriend dont want to help take care of her he sleeps all day when she is home and complains on how he has to clean her potty do her meds and how he cant be around this and that what wuld u do would u honestly move out and hope for the best
Posted on: Sat, 16 Nov 2013 22:25:58 +0000
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