okaii since every one keeps asking what is wrong with me and why have i been down and blah blah blah, i will tell you all in this status right now. i have suicidal depression, which i had been getting on top of, life was going good i was pregnant with twins, my bf and i were being the cute loving couple we always are, everything was going absolutly perfect, untill last week when i miscarried my perfect babies, my heart was broken by that and i went down hill very quickly, ive been very sick and my suicidal thoughts have come back, and now ever since then me and Richie have been fighting and argueing he says i dont show if any care or love and i make him feel like shit :( i didnt know i was doing that,(i thought everything was great between us) so richie i am so sorry for that, but i have been trying to do what he wanted...but i still feel it isnt good enough, i feel as every day goes by hes drifting further and further away :( i never wanted this to happen i love him, and i dont know what to do, and as you all know i slept in to about 2 today but my phone said it was online :( so that started another arguement, and then to top it all off, i have just been told by a couple of his bros that he has been either trying to or getting with other chicks while i have been in t.a (i dont know if this is true or not but yea) now you know why i have been down and sad and depressed, i have not writen this for attention or sympathy, or for hate, i have writen this because i needed to let it out and everyone kept asking what wrong :( so yup
Posted on: Mon, 08 Sep 2014 10:21:22 +0000