otally off topic: I have been numbing myself, mostly with pizza, ice cream and food my constitution reacts too. (funny how we do this sometimes as the ego will protect, and project) Ive been holding in my anger, disappointment, fear of a lot of as i called it Fukkery. In Dec 2012 I had a brain aneurism. what followed was a year of awakening, loss and opening, and recovery. I have always held on too long, too on too much, hence my overlarge shoulders and hand and finger stuff. My 21 day intention was to practice 6 sun salutations and mountain pose, 10 breaths. thats it. Today, after my practice, 6 suns, mountain pose(10 breaths), side bend, forward bend, then dancer, PRANA whispereshouted HEADSTAND on the wall. I havent done head stands since my brain incident and have held on to this fear of them. I got up with ease, as if divine mother herself took my legs and placed them. I stood there for a few breaths, then released with ease, and started to cry and moan on my mat. I would have stayed there forever, i must get ready for my day. My neck released. and my hands feel as if they are made up of air. The anger is slowly leaking. I am thankful for this practice of awareness, and faith.
Posted on: Tue, 29 Oct 2013 13:57:43 +0000
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