people say to me Bill is with you.....in your heart and memory....yes...I understand that.....but he is not here in the physical....with me and my mother....and it is hard to accept that....he did not have to die.....but I was too split with both he and my mother sick at the same exact time....I concentrated on her mostly...and Bill was left to feel abandoned, and I dont blame him....he was....I regret that now deeply.....I wish I had made him feel like he had not been forgotten......because of it he lost the will to carry on.....missed his family......felt alone......I live with this daily, and even though I know I did a lot...I also know that I failed him in a way.....I will live with this for the rest of my life.....and although the opinion of others may differ with me....I am the one who has to endure the feelings, thoughts, and regrets.....I carry his face in my hands
Posted on: Mon, 08 Dec 2014 01:06:03 +0000
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