so well today was not my day everyone has thier breaking point and i try my hardest not to get to mine i lost some items today of my son and our family, See i have various pictures in a frame or videos i keep as a memory of what and who i hold near and dear to my heart that gives me the drive to wanna be a better person the next day than i was the last day, Make the right decisions,take the chances life gives you as long as the payout is bigger than the risk and appreciating the things and people you have in your life because not every day of this life is guarenteed nor or the people that are in your life,and always remember the last words Everything will be ok , i wake up alot in the night to think but i remember not to regret anything cause you cant, i dont like the holidays as much anymore, i dont like being home in cali as much because of the memories i have of my son but i keep him in mind everyday, everyminute, i can think i wonder how he is, is he ok ,if he remembers me ,the day the accident happend was the realest eye opener ive ever had, when i woke up and didnt see them my heart dropped.. then i saw them unmarked and fine...,even tho i was in the worst condition and pinned not knowing if i was gonna live. it didnt matter cuz my family was fine but i hope his mom knows that i miss my Angel very much cause im not a bad person or influence and hurts more and more as the years go bye.....
Posted on: Fri, 12 Dec 2014 06:01:05 +0000
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