sry admin to msg u frm a fake id but i was not able to dare to do it from my original one heres my confession actual we are a group of friends from childhood neither were having any type of feelings on one another but i like one girl donno y and after 12 th we all got seperated to different colleges in different states and then we all used to chat through these social sites and asusual i used to chat with that specific girl not even a day passed without having a msg frm her. its like that i started to grow fond of her i started to like her very much... i donno when i started to love her,actually i dont believe in love and such and she too doesnot believe she has a strong aversion towards it but because of her i started believing i love but i cant directly say to her as i feared she may reject me and i may lose the friendship so i want to know how exactly she feels about me and love so i created a fake id said that i belong to her college and is in deep love with het and as i cant say directly i chose this way she responded over 2 times and then she stopped initially when i created the fake id i thought that i should not get involved directly but to drag attention i said to her that i have contacted him and he is in deep love with her and convinced have a chat with him later on she started she blocked so many times and evrytime i used to create a new one and begged her to speak ! she told to me everything about what she spoke to him and i to protect my identity i used to criticize him its like that i used to make fun of myself but she doesnt know it it continued for a year i used to write poetically about her to impress but from her side it was always a NO one day when we all frnds met i started to comment abt him infront of her but she did not say anything so i thought that she started to feel but i was not happy i felt that i was cheating her!! so i have decide to reveal my identity to her one day whilr chatting i said to her that today am going to propose to my crush suggest aa nice way so that she may get impressed she said do as u like so that day i said to her that i was the anonymous from these many days and she stopped talking to me .after 2 days when i called her she said that she was so angry on me and whatever i did with her it was wrong and she was fool to believe me and said that like a fool she was saying about me to me and she have cut the call by saying i was a cheat from then guilt started to take over me and after one month she messaged me saying that she want the things old way i have to stay like a friend and she will talk to me only if i have a control on my feelings !!! but am not speaking now i dont know whether i have done right or wrong i ask u ppl !! i was not able to share even with my friends as she said that not to do it so am sharing with u.....
Posted on: Tue, 30 Sep 2014 06:40:45 +0000