the hardest thing i ever had to do. i had to put my dog down today. through some of the hardest times in my life he made me feel some sort of comfort. he was always there for me. i hate that i couldnt do anything. i didnt have 1000 dollars to find out what was wrong.these past couple days ive felt so shitty. i wish i could of helped him. i couldnt... it was so hard to give up on him and put him down. i felt so bad he was in pain i knew he he was suffering. i hated that i had tp put him down even though his injury was life threatening but life altering. i wish things could of been differnt. when they said his heart stopped and he had passed i couldnt believe i let this lady kill him. i wanted to stop her so badly but i knew that he would remain in pain. i couldnt ask him if he wanted to die. i know i wouldnt have wanted to.... i sit here and think to myself that i made the wrong decision and that he could just come back. i want him to so bad. no matter what he always turned my mood right around. when i was a little kid i use to always say to myself and him. i know no matter what youll always be there for me. he just gave you this vibe that was just pure love. he would walk over to you rub his head on you and when you started petting him he would look up at you this certain way that just soothing. for a split second no matter what was going on in your life you forgot about it. he was truely a special dog. i love you rocky i sure hope theres a heaven and hell cause you deserve it buddy. rest in paradise rocky
Posted on: Tue, 19 Nov 2013 04:44:20 +0000
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