this may sound weird, but i really dont like going to shows. its stressful. I sit there and think about every damn thing that i hear rather than enjoying the show. (no, performing does not apply to this, that shit is fun) sometimes i cant help but feel angry when i hear something amazing and think why cant I do that or the latter of when i know how simple something is and cynicism takes over. being able to create music is an absolute blessing, but also a curse because i never think it the same as i used to before i started playing instruments. instead of noise, its become one giant cloud of emotion.
Posted on: Fri, 01 Aug 2014 00:57:06 +0000
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