today is the first day since ur funeral ive put anything on, didnt no what to say or how to put it. ive lost many things and ppl in my life but nothing has ever effected me like losing u has. i have no motivation and im constantly day dreaming, just cnt be bothered in general, miss u like mad and everyday i feel like i cud just pour my heart out over the smallest thing. i just want u to come back shout shazza n do u cockney humper lumper just sumat to make me laugh cos thats all u ever did, constant smiles in our house when ever u was around (all the time lol) our sunday giggles were my fave shit tv crisps sarnies and plenty of tea or when dan was on nites and ud just show ur face to make sure me n ur lil laney were ok altho ud never give me a fag cos i smoked em all lol . all around everyday everything reminds me of u, this made me sad at first cos i just wanted u back but now i realise how lucky i am to have this memories and altho im not always smiling on the outside im beaming inside. i got to see u everyday and that comforts me knowing we saw as much of each other as we cud, il get there just gunna be hard. love u so much tintin xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Posted on: Tue, 20 May 2014 09:03:29 +0000
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