when God just about want to condemn you, punish you, push you, against you ONLY, what will u gonna do?? .. you can go nowhere.. He is only about stand there to kill u.. He is only about to drawn u to edge of mountain.. He is only about have no mercy.. while everybody live peacefully got all they want, God just doesnt let u have rest for any second.. God about dont want to stop, He really meant it, He makes u as His enemy.. and what u say?? what can u say since He is your Creator & since all are His??.. how wouldnt you got shattered, astray, & lost.. you are nothing, completly nothing to Him.. He seems like never knew u, even hate u to the bone.. what He all wanna do is to kill u.. He does not favor u, He wanna war with u.. u are all mistakes & sins to Him.. what will u gonna do?? ..u dont have any strength, u are completely loser & failure.. There He goes.. He once tries to kill Moses on his way, because Moses was a killer too.. this Lewi was found guilty & not perfect in Gods eyes.. if Moses had got killed on that old day, therell be no israeli or Lewi now.. but God also wouldnt ever have such big burden & too many misery too.. this Lewi & all his fellow, will against God too, so why should God have mercy on Him??.. why should God help them flee from Pharaoh to against Himself instead??.. why God try Himself, His own patient & making Himself troubled?? why should God make this people stab & crucify Him on His own land??.. while we look back, we know that we should never live, this life is all about misery, pathetic, can not be proud of, totally ugly & bad.. we are from nothing to nothing, from ash to ash, blown away & disappear, forgotton.. but only the blood has talk too loud.. it is not repay yet, it should not be stoped yet.. God will conquer this human world.. the blood say it all.. His blood has not dried yet.. world is still bleeding, all are murderer.. it wont be stop until He destroy everything that alive.. all must die, this world must erased without a trace from His sight forever.. it is so scary.. until that day, we are grieving & murmur at our life, about how will everything will be gone, all this world, the place where we live & play, all our works that our hand ever made.. all gone in a day.. ironic story, human fighting God.. we lost everything in our battle, in our journey.. theres no victory, no proud at all.. but everything is disgrace.. this is the lost paradise..
Posted on: Mon, 17 Nov 2014 18:22:48 +0000