youtube/watch?v=-EBK1Y57QoQ With perpendicular eyes.. sun fades as my mistress of night comes to be a permanent fixture inside, alas, that last voice ain’t God.. at that point? I’m gone as it’s whispering life, lieu-looking back at me; catastrophy; is static gleams & angst within eye glares, in flame fading in light where evil succumbs all of this in a blanketed nightmare, broken hopes? they’re shattered pieces in molten woes, reflectin’ these battered lesions.. cursed in a blackish evening - Alice? - with calloused demons alone as I battle bleeding, immersed in soliloquy pinpointing nerves - ‘Hello!?’ - ‘till my head is burnin with D-D-DMT... this porcelain statue - Alice!! - bein’ torn into gravel within creases the villains breathe.. down a hole I know to be so cold below, no holy ghost in this home for a soul eroding in sin, folding within as eyes follow, below this’ showing a grin, here we go.. it slowly begins…. I’m floating in wind, the sun starts rising, unwinding the enigma of my mind I was hopelessly in Beautiful designs of God smiling at me, with me, we lay on a grass that’s moist as a spring A gust caresses our bodies… a bond of flora and fauna, it’s getting warmer and warmer I wonder the immaculacy, spectacular scene, with no sign of scorn and abhorring A bleached soul, blessed by all the seven angels, grins as I watch the world from heavenly angle Everything’s ample, I trample the Earth like supernova, the Sun is setting the example Down a shiny hole I glide filled with bright colors of spectrum, I’m ready now Blue-green mixtures, yellow-red pictures pictured bright and clear on my retina Then I notice these gentle disguised eyes and a grin-like smile watching my doing from distance I dare to approach ‘it’ with feather light steps and ask… “how are you doing? Can I have this dance?” Where am I?! What is this place? Madness has a grip in this mind inking a line it so viciously writes with diminishing eyes vividly signed in blood’n venom; a spine ; that tethers cyclones of fiercely riveting skies, visions align with gut piercing, insidious cries that’re ripping confines as i’m grippin for life. stuck where wonders end under rain that shutters when thunders breath is crippling sighs - bound in a masterpiece of opposites where water is acid, fire’s so cold and the air is poisoned.. hearin’ noises, I’m scared these VOICES!.. it appears, a throne for me, the true heir of torment… teared from stories, now stuck on a chair I mourn in, wait why am i scared in a lair I was born in? a final breath is descent, so familiar it tickles the senses, now I can taste this bringing of death, I see her, the hole and the message she wrote, this feeling so tense it begins to rip into flesh... I hesitate to decipher the unwritten note, mind inking with solutions in my ambient zone Being close to perfection, perfecting my perception - its perseverance... the answers are told Im dancing to my own odes, an omnipotent entity prancing around like an antelope loping God chose me, Im holy, holding hands with hummingbirds and oak trees, cant see myself in old me The smoke lingers into my lungs as I compete with the rainbow-like neon lights Lightnings speed! I spin fiercely, spiraling round the pine trees and wont stop till my minds blown and I see all white A stainless chamber I lay in, a strange noise echoes in my ears... Im thrilled: these VOICES! it asked, i chose to be choiceless and enjoy every second of the moment until the next thought destroys it what next..? beginnin’ to leak bringin’ a beach, a clock’s tickin’ with sand grains my tears’ll fill till its ocean has hit, tidal waves of final rage with opiate filled opium fish flow in my throat then I choke and I cringe and eroding slowly’s the note, - a quote wrote in golden’n sin - it’s frozen and broken in this ghostly old rift, I try piece it together to read - just a letter - to keep it forever, rushin’ ‘fore I have exploded within but it fails and it’s broken to bits, in the deepest lonely abyss; swallowing the whole bowl of my whims..; finding a peace; finally at reach, my teeth grindin’ a vinyl mood as I die with a screech showin’ a grin, a copious gift, overdosage has brinked suffocating my focus I give to this magnum opus I’ve lived, havok elopes; where that rabbit is known to travel to home; I decay to ash and float to the hole… the one I know she’s in... My eyes burst open’n i turn my scope in to the closest cave-like formation in the ground and dive in I glide through the rocks and sand blindly, smiling at the widening scenery.. so this is openminded My mind exploded wildly as i dig deeper into the seabed I breathe in.. Ive grown tail and gills I wave my fins to the sharks and the lionfish, ride the waves like a dolphin for the unstable thrills ..lay still by the seashore, i seek for the stars, they soothe me, this truly should be an everlasting journey I yearn to get closer to the twinkling canvas, i reach for the black abyss from which no one ever has returned found at the casket, flowers’re planted on the grave of the soul I can see creepin to home, my beast is a whole entity that frequently crows, witnessing the final scene she had wrote, feelin’ it’s time to sleep where it goes, this message is essence that’s meant to be known, what it says finally mends that bit of my presence that swimmed ‘till death was my exit, “you weathered my mind, every season with a few blinks of the eye, I need you at times, this is a piece of my mind, where you know in every dream it’s you I’m seeking to find.” I watch a flowery bed from afar, aesthetics of a scarred mind exposed pose of a fragile body has a mirror-like feel but with more hard times enclosed Feel the home is close im ar the doorstep of the ultimate serenity I was dazed bout the future but now i feel the certainty In the sea thats designed from wicked inclined visions inside eviscerated my eyes that was fact sifted through tides, a trick that surmised ultimately to give me a smile, a wish from a child intertwined volatile skies died cos survival was simply too wild, animalistic cannibalism was every fathomed, ill image that had killed me and I’ll… I’ll….. What a ride it was without a tiniest fault now i can start dreaming... No crying allowed ill be flying about and watching you all... I hope you believe me I’ll have this will bring it, only goal, our hands to meet again, to be happy again, after this nightmares panic has fled, you will have me.. again. It seems that that’s it, two classes of head clashed into life and death the cold begets the pen we mended, pieced together forever instead... alas.. I am back again with my most best of friends Yin and yang, together again until this festival ends.
Posted on: Sun, 23 Mar 2014 18:55:56 +0000
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