#1575 This is my story, Please No swearing – Appreciate your advices & Comments (Matured & Sensible People) At first when we started going out, she was so all over me. She would call me every now and then just to say she loved me. She wished me goodnight every night. She would inbox me on Facebook and says she missed me and loved me and couldn’t wait to see me. It all changed slowly when she left me to go for studies in another province. In the first few weeks, it was okay. We were in touch all throughout the first semester .It started when she came for holidays without telling me she was here already. She promised to make time to see me, but then she never did. I accidently bumped onto her and the sister at Vision City and was so overwhelmed and excited to have seen her after so long. All she did was smile and walked on. I was quiet embarrassed but was too excited. That night, I called her and told her how I was happy to have seen her that afternoon, she just replied with a casual “Me too”. So I asked her if it was okay for her to spend a day with me just hanging out and all that, she said she was too busy and that she couldn’t make it. I just wanted to meet her again so I begged her and then she got angry and mad and switched off her phone. What frustrated me was before coming for holidays, I asked if I could send some money into her account so she could give it to my cousin whom I advised already to pay for a bag which was to be sent home for my siblings – SHE got furious and said NO!!..When she came to POM for Holidays, she sacrificed her time to do something for someone who at the moment is getting too close to her. At first she said he was just a good brother. My cousin told me he saw the both in places around town very often. Just the two of them. I think I have a clear idea who this guy is, but right now I cannot draw conclusions. Anyway, she switched off her phone for the rest of the two weeks break. I tried calling her to apologise yet she wouldn’t accept my apologies. After she went back, for another semester, she texted and said she was sorry and that she hoped she would change. I said that’s okay. After 3 weeks, her school was having a fundraising dance at a popular club in that province. So she called and asked if she could go. I told her I couldn’t let her go but even I stopped her from going she would still go. True to that, she went and switched off her phone. One night I called her from my office phone and she answered, I asked her if someone asked her out already and she said yes- “You didn’t turn him down? She said yes. I said “Why?” all she said was C’MON HE’S JUST NICE” It’s been 3months and she has never called or texted me. I keep calling her phone yet it goes on to voicemail. When I manage to get through, I try my best to keep our conversation going but then she would just cut me and say, “Can I do my work?. So been of a nice nature, I would just say, “Ok sure without showing my frustration. Sometimes when I ask her why she doesn’t text or call, she would just say she is very busy, which makes me wonder...”Busy – as in waking up and start working or getting busy, until dusk and walking straight to the dorm still busy and getting busy until she sleeps???Or what kind of busy is she talking about? Sometimes she would say her phone is bugged up – All she could do was borrow a friend’s phone and send just a sms worth 25t ONLY!! I don’t know if she is trying to make me give up so she can use that as an excuse to say I gave up. I don’t know if she is happy with some so called brothers and course mates who at first are so kind and cool and then begin to show interest and then end up asking her out. I DON’T WANT TO RUSH INTO CONCLUSIONS…but I am suspicious of a course mate of hers whom both are in that same school and are Facebook friends. To You Girl…If you are reading this, I just hope that one day you will come to your senses and see how much I have sacrificed my youth, my honesty, my trust and love to keep you as a very important person in my heart. I have loved you so much and forgave you for all the bullshit you put me through but you still wouldn’t realise that, even though you kept on telling me you would change. It’s been 3 years and you haven’t changed one bit. I have hanged on just to put a new dimension in the spirit of LOVE – where I want to trade all your unfair selfish treatment with just one thing and that is LOVE! I hope you get to read this, because I tried calling you but your phone has been off since two months ago. I want you to know that “You will only realise that you use to have a treasure made of Diamonds, Gold, Silver and other gems… but you lost it because you were trying to pick up pebbles. If you have completed reading this – that’s what I have to say, I cannot say more. And right now I believe you know who you are because I think all the above speaks for you. I’LL BE WAITING FOR YOUR CALL…. Laikim
Posted on: Fri, 04 Oct 2013 03:50:22 +0000
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