A good man doesnt drink but i keep drinking alone, so what does that make me? My hands they always shake. And noone has called my phone, so what does that make me? And i know the kid with his guitar all drunk and anxious, it gets done to death but tell me what hasnt? Im tryin. Because im selfish enough to want to get better, but im backwords enough not to take any steps to get there. Yeah when you really its a pattern and not a phase, its what you become and what you will stay thats ballgame. See i cant make room for anyone else in my life but me. I keep driving away all the people who help me, eventualy. I just bite my tongue and bury my bullshit inside these songs. And pray that theyll come back. For there mothers sakes, and then ill drink those thoughts away, i got to good at that. So when you realize its a pattern and not a phase, its what you become and what you will stay thats ballgame. So when i realize its a pattern and not a phase. Its what i become and what i will stay, thats ballgame.
Posted on: Thu, 10 Oct 2013 09:00:02 +0000