Alright everyone, I just want to send a shout out to my sister in law, and my friend. First off, I have been struggling, with my sons death of 1 year coming up, my sisters battle with cancer, and then alot of things from my childhood, that never got dealt with, and then an abusive marriage for 18 years. She kept wanting to talk with me, and I kept putting her off, of course thats what we do, when we dont want to face things. I finally broke down and talked with her. It was very hard for me, because we never want to lay our struggles on someone else, but when your at the edge of the cliff and know you need someone, you finally reach out. Thank you so much Dawn, I love you, and thank god you are there for me. I now have realized I need to talk to a therapist. I never wanted to admit that, because everyone immediately thinks your crazy, well I no longer believe that, I believe like my beautiful sister in law told me, sometimes life and our struggles are just too much for us to handle. I trust her 100%, because she has been where I am. Im so blessed and thankful for my beautiful family, thank you for standing by my side as I go through this new Journey, which will help me be who I was so very long ago.. I just want everyone to know, if you know me, youll know how hard this is for me, because you know I try to be strong for everyone, and be there for everyone else, and never like to admit my struggles or problems, and never ever like to ask for help. ( Im a Killen lol) But I now know theres nothing wrong with asking for help. Thank you for saving my life Dawn, I can never repay you, except for humbling myself to you. Lets get this done, im now ready. This is my Birthday present to myself..
Posted on: Sat, 23 Aug 2014 22:45:03 +0000
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