Feeling discouraged.Knowing which direction I should head in and having no venue to work it into. Frusterated that Ive spent so many thousands of dollars taking certificate courses for things and i just applied for a 7.75 an hour job. I love cooking, dont get me wrong but its not what i want to do for work. Ill do it because its the next best thing that i have experience in that I can do. I dont want to end up working for a gas station, or laundry mat.. maybe my egos to big. My dream jobs would be working eigher in my own practice or working with the wilderness some how. I wish that i had stuck with college years ago, id be done by now. although i surley would miss the experiences I had by choicing to drop out, have an adventure, and pursue the alturnative health feild. i cant imagine commiting to another three years of schooling. Getting this far in homeopathy school has been tough and next year ill be done with it. If i go back to school it will be another two years before im commitment free again. not that getting a degree in something guarentees you a job in anything. I dont even want to participate this this stupid system and society where you just work to survive and you come home everyday and your misrible without passion or being proud of your work but yet here i am. im pissed at myself for leaving such a good paying job while not having another lined up. this was stupid on my part but at the same time very.much needed to be done. anixety jacked. needed to vent. sorry facebook.
Posted on: Mon, 11 Nov 2013 16:07:51 +0000
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