God has supplied everyone of my needs. I can tell you He did it for mercy: sometimes I confess the Word day and night like the Charismatics teach us... And sometimes I have said doubt and unbelief. I never forced Gods hand when i said glory to God Im blessed with Abrahams Blessing...( I am by the way?) nor did I stop His Provision when I cried myself to sleep and ran out of beans and rice and didnt know where the next bite of food or meds would come from...... God is God. Tomorrow is my appointment... I am hoping they can figure out why my head exploded... And my eye etc. I have missed a certain due date. I have been through the valley of the shadow of death. But my cup runneth over. Were going to make it. I wait on God. I dont know where Im going to live.... I dont know why all this has happened? But i have more time to pray and read The Word... And my cubbords are full of food......... God will bring me out. I have no demands on how? But I know I will be closer to Him.. And will emerge with a testimony. Lord Jesus, through Your most sorrowful Passion.... Make me a saint..... Dont pray that unless you are willing and ready..... He answers this one.... Because He longs for someone to Accompany Him in The Garden.... Have you ever been lonely? Abandoned? Falsely accused? You are near The Kingdom.... If you will lay it down at The Cross. Oh yes. Last night I watched the Monks on Mt. Athos on You Tube. My heart was pounding out of my chest: i thought I was going to have a spell again...... They said the Monks are on Byzantine Time........ Hah! 9 o clock in the morning is Noon for them.........( they have no cancer nor alheimers nor heart disease: no tv... They est veggies and yogurt and only fish on Feast Days of Our Lord and Blessed Mary..... And lots of goat cheeze? And one glass of wine on Feast Days. Hah!) Children. God has His own time......dont worry: He knows... And Hes on-time. Jesus, King of Mercy...... I Trust in Thee. Say it til ya mean it...... And He will hear you. Amen +
Posted on: Tue, 04 Feb 2014 04:15:24 +0000
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