Heeeyyyyyy Fam, Its Testimony Time!!!!!!!! As I mentioned many many hours ago; I have had this on my heart to share within the past few days and I am finally buckling down to share as it may just be a Blessing to someone out there.. When I was in my second year of College, I had a really good friend whom was like a big brother to mii.. Sam, myself and his roomie would hang out and we would discuss our classes, L.I.F.E., Pastoral Studies, Theology and anything regarding the Bible as Sam was studying to become a Pastor.. One day, I was leaving the common areas of my friends dorm and ALL of a sudden Sam stopped mii, I turned around to see tears in his big blue eyes.. Now this guy was very attractive, had the nicest car on our college campus at the time, he had a ton of money as it was rumored that his parents were filthy rich but here he stood in front of lil 5 ft mii crying and telling mii that he needed to discuss something that was killing him inside!! Now folkz, I was only in my second year of taking Psychology as a Major but connecting with people (especially those whom hurt intrinsically) was an innate gift/ curse.. I wanted so bad to make everything right for Sam as he was really the coolest person I had met until that point at the tender age of 18; so I listened but before I did, I said, Sam, are you sure you want to tell mii what youre about to say?? With more tears in his eyes rolling off of his cheeks he said yes and that I was the only person he felt comfortable sharing his story with!! Sam proceeded to share that he was lied to ALL of his L.I.F.E. and that he had trust issues.. I asked him what he meant and who was lying to him?? He said, his mother had lied to him ALL of his L.I.F.E. about who he really was.. I was confused NOW more than ever and asked him to explain.. As Sam began to share the details of how his mother led a lie and concealed that Sams father was NOT his biological father and she was NEVER able to tell him the truth I was in shock.. I then analyzed the situation briefly as Sam seemed to be shaking his head in disbelief and horror as he looked to also be in a trance.. I then proceeded to share with him that we cannot change our past circumstances and that NONE of us were Perfect as Jesus was the ONLY ONE whom ever held that title, but then I knew that I had to share a Word of Hope with my friend; I then asked him to share what was the aspect of the relationship he admired most of about his relationship with his mother, how he felt about her and what would he say to her if they were to speak at that moment.. After several hours of us speaking, the crying broken man that came to mii whom appeared to be like a small lost child regained his positive sense of style, smiled, we hugged and then we were off our separate ways.. NOW for a Moment of Introspect: In dealing with people I, for one have to be very careful.. There are times I see and feel things about those around mii that really send chills down my spine.. If I am NOT careful I may cause great harm as I sense more than I often should.. When I was approached by that broken friend more like a big brother, I could NOT fathom for a second that he would ever reveal such a secret.. Today, I am sharing this openly because we ALL have special gifts and we ALL have choices.. We can choose to utilize our gifts to Bless or we can avoid certain subject matters or situations because we do NOT want to face the deamons within.. Sam had many deamons and I am NOT speaking about scary monsters that hide under the bed at nite type deamons but I refer to internal madness which caused him great pains.. He chose mii to divulge his secrets to for one reason or the other and because of that I will share the following as I close.. Running away from problems is NEVER a solution, when we face our issues head on with a strong determination we are able to gain our self-confidence and much much!! After the evening of the Confession my big Bro and I became closer and for that I had a much greater respect for him and the funny part was he too felt the same way!! Again, this is the first time I am sharing this and I want to admit that many will overlook this message but for those whom are fighting particular situations; I totally encourage you to look that thing in the face and let it go!! Do NOT let whatever it is that you have been hiding keep a stronghold over you and take the CONTROL from it!! My name is AniYa A. and I have many deamons that I vow to overcome and destroy!! Will you be able to make this declaration too?? Friendz, you are NOT alone; if you NEED help call out to a friend, do what you have to and let the rest of your L.I.F.E. begin.. To Sam - though it has been a decade or so, I have a feeling that you are still on the right path and I hope we will reconnect one day and you will share ALL of the great things you have accomplished since way back when!! Be Blessed Fam and Remember to WIN WIN WIN!!
Posted on: Thu, 20 Mar 2014 21:51:27 +0000
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