I HOPE this post will FINALLY put things right, and a rest to this situation. Here it goes: First of all, I want to thank you ONCE AGAIN Kristy for COMPLETELY misunderstanding MY status update(s) about me being Heartbroken and Disenchanted with SOCIETY, and putting MY NAME out there, where my comments have ALL avoided mention of you. Secondly, you have ALOT OF NERVE making it sound like COMPATABILITY was the issue with us. As you said, there ARE 2 sides to every story, however, you arent humble enough to notice that ALOT of our problems were based on the fact that YOU wouldnt make compromises to adjust during our cohabitation. Every disagreement on a subject, was taken by YOU as an ARGUEMENT... saying, I dont want to argue about this, when it was a simple opposite opinion to yours. Furthermore, anytime I was having a bad day, and vented, YOU made it about YOU, and believed YOU were being blamed... where I would REPEATEDLY tell you, it wasnt you, that I was just upset. THIS IS WHY I ALWAYS SAID I WAS WALKING ON EGGSHELLS ON HOW TO SPEAK TO YOU. Also, when it was about your frustrations, their was no consoling you. IM A HUMAN BEING TOO Kristy, and MY FELLLINGS MATTER as much as yours. That is why when you CONSISTANTLY would get fed up with an issue, and would say, I give up, Im done, and want to throw in the towel, it would take Hell and high water to get you to reason, but never could you drop the issues completely, and agree to disagree. Therefor, when you kept threatening to end the relationship, then turned around a would want to act like nothing had happened, and YOUR side of an apology wasnt necessary, well, that back and forth play on the emotions gets tiring, and the last one WAS too late to come back from... You emotionally spent me by then. I needed YOU to attempt to console ME once in a while, and just let me know you appreciated my sacrifices... stepping in to help with Eli, where his Paternal Father wouldnt, and provide for both of you, while you were struggling to find steady employment. As for passion, my few and far between times when I wasnt working... posting, sending points, or dealing cards, you failed to realize were months on end where you were not feeling well or were sick, and me, wanting you to just feel better, wouldnt push the issue. When you were feeling better were the weekends when the baby WAS with us. I couldnt even touch you at night, because you were either in pain, or hot and couldnt snuggle, or something bothered you. Then towards the end, you just started taking what little time we couldve shared together, to make it a Ladies Nite w/ Emily... and didnt realize YOU were the one running from ME; being able to be affectionate with you. SO LETS TELL IT LIKE IT IS, and lets call a Spade, a Spade. THIS IS MY END OF THE STORY, and HOW I had MY feelings dealt with by you.. As for another friend, which will remain nameless, chiming in, saying this is falling on blind eyes, she has ALOT of nerve too, and shouldve stayed out of this. YOU have the character flaw of having to be perfect in peoples eyes, and are ALWAYS concerned with peoples judgments. Well, if you dont wanna be judged, then DONT DO THE SAME, and realize your issue with what people say is a self esteem issue YOU, and only YOU have to accept and deal with. Those are your PERSONAL demons, like I have mine, and EVERYONE has their own. Your other friend commented, and said it best... this shouldve stayed between us, and is no one elses concern. Finally, I DO want to thank you for now appreciating my efforts to help you, and Im sorry I had to resort to communicating to you via this method... being your post was not public, and I could not comment on the thread, since Im not your facebook friend. Although ALL THIS sounds bad, Its just MY SIDE of YOUR status post, and what were TRUTHS in MY eyes, and to MANY others that witnessed your situation. My interest Kristy has ALWAYS been to help you go further in life, and excel, I LOVED YOU wholeheartedly, and with every drop of sweat and energy I could muster. I hope this brings light to how I felt about our break up and previous issues, and closure to everything. Best of luck to you, and best wishes ALWAYS. Goodbye.
Posted on: Sat, 28 Jun 2014 08:36:42 +0000
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