I had a hearing today for a no-show I did a while back for Nachos conservatorship. It was a total honest mistake. I was there on time and ready to apologize for wasting the courts time. I ended up sitting through a long homicide case. It got me thinking... This guy and his gang can very well be the guys that shot Nacho back in 2011. The time frame and nationality fit. Then I felt something (God) ask if I forgive them? I was like wow, could it be them? Then I felt again... Well do you? I Finally said, yes I do! -That shooting caused Nacho to experience PTSD and I became depressed and full of anxiety. Not fun! The crazy thing was after all that convo with myself, the bailiff asked who Im there for. I gave him my paper and he confirmed I should be there but they dont have my case. I went to talk to someone else and they said I shouldve been in the courtroom next door the whole time. So now I have a 2nd failure to appear and I go back in Jan. I was meant to be there today to hear and recognize that I had unforgiveness. I told Nacho what happened and prayed for him too. I dont want him to return and feel they way he did before. Im grateful that God is taking care of every area in our lives. When I could totally be depressed and full of anxiety, Im not. God took that away from me the day Nacho went into the hospital. HIS timing is crazy. But thats how I Know it was HIM. I havent taken any meds since that day, a year ago. Who knows? Nacho may be awake by the next time I appear in Jan. The 3rd time is a charm. Lol
Posted on: Fri, 22 Nov 2013 02:04:02 +0000
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