I have a strong feeling that today is going to be a day of annoying missteps, delays, and a higher degree of frustration than usual. For instance, just a bit past midnight last night I was on a dating site and ran into that cub I chatted with on transit a few weeks back. It seems Mr. Partnered But Flirts With Strangers On Transit recently broke up with his boyfriend and is single. But he had lost all the friendly and enthusiastic demeanor hed shown me. If the fatal wound was recent in their case, one can understand his emotional vibe. I felt the pinch of yet another Divine punking. Had they broken up 6 months ago the cub might have been actually interested instead of amusing himself for the bus ride home. This evening, I have a first date with a guy who admittedly is of a type I swore Id sworn off (the under-30 demographic). But he has one of those big-eyed boyish faces that affect me like some mixture of kryptonite and truth serum. Given my poor track record in romance, I am anxious. This is not helped by trying to contact him simply to confirm that were still on for a movie tonight and getting no reply. Dont want to borrow trouble unnecessarily but this feels like a no-show in the making. I am not in a terribly strong space emotionally today. Even if only half of my typically imagined worst case scenarios bear out, I am suspicious of the rough ride supplied by the sum of all fears.
Posted on: Wed, 13 Nov 2013 20:17:04 +0000
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