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I never thought I would want to post an entry I made in my journal...ya know my most inner, personal, raw emotion...until tonight. I feel I should share todays entry so... Its about to get personal up in here..... ☺️ *july 12, 2014* Not that long ago I wasnt feeling very. I had ALOT of anger and pain inside me from everything I have been through (most brought on mostly by my own actions and reactions) the last few years...LONG STORY SHORT...I just couldnt seem to let go of, and it was doing some serious damage to my soul. So a few weeks ago, I started noticing many situations around me ... Several fatal car accidents within DAYS of each other around our area, a friend being diagnosed with breast cancer and a friend passing away...and I was seriously affected emotionally by them...and THEN the phone call came that my mom has breast cancer for the SECOND time. I was in a state of emotional distress at this point. HOWEVER, it was also in the moment of my moms diagnosis that I REALIZED just how blessed I TRULY am....yes, it pretty much hit me like a freight train. I have some pretty awesome kids that I love more than anything, the most amazing friends I could possibly ask for, and the most kind, caring, loving parents in the world (who I pretty much owe my life to...)!!! I really am blessed beyond comprehension 💞 THEREFORE, I intend to make DAMN sure that everyone that I love and hold dear to my heart....knows just how much any and every way that I can. Even if its just a simple text to let them know Im thinking about them... LIFE is SHORT and it ALL can change with a single phone call maybe even a simple Facebook post...and then SUDDENLY you start to look at life a little differently...I have missed my chance to make sure some of my friends and family members that have passed away knew just how much they meant to me and how much I loved them, and I will never get that back. I am SO THANKFUL i still have that chance with the ones I still have around me...I WONT miss the chance to make sure they know just how much they mean to me...💞💞💞

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