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I try to be positive on FB. But gonna give a rundown here. Im a little at the end of a tenuous rope. KBrother gone to suicide (age 16) . Brother gone to leukemia (age 23) Mom gone to cancer.(age 22 ) Fave gramma gone two weeks after bros suicide to heart failure. (Age 15) Two babies at around 12 weeks gestation In a week? (Age 16 and Age 20 .. ) Boyfriend to a car accident. Cherished friends to car accidents x3 times. One to heart failure after helping me move and hanging my blinds Kelly Quinn for me .... Jiannes bf after reckless car accident. A dad who told me repeatedly I was dumb and useless for years on end even tho my IQ surpasses his by miles ... Surviving a violent crime in 2003 only to find *him* a couple years later convicted of numerous rape/murders in the Kerman and Selma areas a couple years later. ( I guess crawling to a pig farm nearby was luck on my part) Nearly losing my newborn son at the age of 20 and *both of us* nearly dying on the table ... surviving that. The suicide of a life long friend in Mathew Thompson ... Best friend Debbie Thompson-Loseys husband... Multiple funerals and hospital stays of ppl I care for. After years of abuse at the hands of people who loved me Hey Im supposed to be all normal and shit. Okie dokie. Walk in my shoes thru HALF!!!! And tell me how ever so normal you are. Mmmmmk. I think Ill just go on being normal. I try. Seriously. I do.
Posted on: Mon, 31 Mar 2014 04:55:29 +0000

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