I was SO exhausted last night and mentally spent. I want to take the time to thank you all for your kind words and thoughts. Ive heard from over 25% of my friend list, which is pretty high I can tell you from experience! The outpouring of love and affection was truly amazing. I appreciate you all. Harley is in a better place and I saw him in my dreams last night, racing in an open meadow with other dogs....like a puppy again. I was also visited by Captain, my long time Australian Shepherd whom I felt at times was like a brother, not a child. Captain reassured me that Harley was in good hands and he would personally make sure to keep an eye on him. While I realize I dreamed this, I do believe they made their points clear from the other side. :) Life goes on as usual. I was awaked from sleep several times last night by personal messages going off on my phone. No worries. I had it on in case my gf messaged me. You see, her aunt tried to overdose yesterday and set her house on fire cooking the heroine. So....she called and we talked at 4am until she had to be at work. I told her that one day wed be laying in bed together and look back on these days and chuckle a little. We have truly both been put through the wringer these past several months. At roughly 6am Hannah rolled off the bed and never moved when she hit the floor...continuing to snore. She took my comforter with her. I chose to lay there without a blanket rather than wake her. No...I wasnt being nice...I knew shed want to go out to potty and I wanted to lay in bed! Bless her heart, she is sitting next to me, leaning against my leg and just staring off in the distance. Shes lost. She realizes that she is alone now and she doesnt know what to do. Malakai is coming tomorrow to meet her and I am excited and hope it goes well. He is the dog I have always wanted and he simply popped up in my news feed needing a good home as I was losing Harley. I just knew that the right thing to do was offer him a home and love. He and Hannah are just one month apart in age and Im ecstatic that they could grow old together. Here is Malakai. Wish us luck in meeting him tomorrow. My gf is also very happy and loves him by his photos already. Let me clear, he isnt replacing anyone. He was in need, Hannah needs a friend and I am a true lover and rescuer of dogs....so it was natural for me to offer to take him. Hell help get us through our grief.
Posted on: Sat, 13 Dec 2014 15:33:56 +0000
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