Im thankful today with many prayers , and quiet time to figure a lot out. As I sat in church today it was a different feeling, one Im not sure Ive ever had before. I couldnt hear what anyone around me was saying or doing...I looked around watching all the families , little kids , all the elderly . I realized as I was sitting there kinda lost , that almost half my life is over , my kids are raised and I was sitting alone. I couldnt help the tears , or the heaviness I felt in my chest. I had so many things going through my head all at once. Its an overwhelming feeling to know that what you really felt was starting to pour out. Im not sure why there of all places. But , as I was getting up to leave something encouraged me to sit back down. As I shook it off and started listening. The cheerful giver was being talked about. Each one must give with their whole heart not reluctantly or under compulsion. This really hit home with me today...Im thankful for the chances I have in life, to give myself, my heart , emotionally and with integrity. Knowing that things have changed and are different now in my life , accepting what is and moving on. I know in my heart that things all happen for a reason. ... We cannot control everything we want, if its meant to be it will happen, if not then we are just occupying our time until our destiny makes its appearance. You never know it maybe right in front of you staring right at you... Live your life , enjoy your life and share your life. - Im thankful for the opportunity that I was able to go work at the soup kitchen today.. It really makes the heart warm to help ..even those with not much still smile and love life..... Sure makes you thankful for just a smile and a warmth if a heart!!
Posted on: Sun, 29 Jun 2014 20:59:37 +0000
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