Insert 53 I cried, even fought him but he was too strong. While he forced his tongue down my throat flashbacks came rushing to my mind. I remembered everything that happened the day i was raped it just happened. I could still here myself begging them to stop but they didnt. Theyre scent i suddenly smelt, it was as if i was gonna throw up. I locked my legs together praying to God to just save me. Asavela tore my pyjamaz like nobodys business. Me: *crying* please dont do this Asavela Asavela: its what we want baby i cant dissapoint you He ripped of my penties and tried to open my legs but i locked them together. Asavela: wanna play hard He searched for something in his trousers then came out a gun. I swallowed really hard as it was on my forehead. Asavela: still wanna play hard? He opened my legs then looked at me. My eyes were tightly closed with tears scrolling down. Asavela: im doing all of this because i love you He forced himself in me. He did his thing for some time that i didnt even have tears to shed anymore. I had lost all hope. After he was done he stood up, went to the bathroom then came back and wore his clothes. Asavela: izohlamba I didnt even have energy to stand up but i slowly dragged my painful body and heart to the bathroom. Asavela: ill be back. Make sure you bath properly or else... He ticked his gun then winked. I heard him leaving the room. I dug in my skin scrubbing my whole body and face. I felt dirty, worthless and unloved. I was sure that this time i wanted to die. I spent almost two hours in the bathroom crying silently in regret. How i wish i hadnt come back to this house. Asavela barged in while i was still in the bath. All i could do was cover my upper body. Asavela: ive brought you clean pyjamaz. Im going out, i love you ke He blew me a kiss then left. I got out the bath then dried myself. When i got to my room the sheets were changed. I quickly locked the door then shove the side table next to my bed on the door. I was crying and shaking at the same time. I searched for my phone then switched it on. I had million missed calls and messages from Brian but i ignored them. I called my mom immediately but she didnt pick up. I called aunt Nomsa. Her phone rang for some time but she finally picked up. Aunty: ndiyakhunjulwa ndide ndivuswe ngelixesha? I sniffed and tear scrolled down my cheeks. Aunty: Nono are you crying? Me: Aunty please come and fetch me please ;-( Aunty: Why? Kwenzekani Me: ;-( i wanna die aunty. What did i do to deserve this Aunty: Im coming yevah mntanam? Dont move I nodded like she could see me then hung up. Right after that call i recieved a call from mom. Mom: Baby Me: Mom please come back home Mom: Im out of town Huh? Yazi at times i really dont understand my mom. Cant she sense that im not okay as a mother ke. Me: mom ;-( i need you please...i...need you Mom: Mbali why are you crying Me: I SAID I NEED YOU!! I hung up then quickly wore tracksuits. I took my suitcase then packed my clothes. My phone rang and i jumped in fear. It was aunt Nomsa *Its short i know* -Entle
Posted on: Wed, 17 Sep 2014 18:44:44 +0000
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