Insert 81 It was getting really late and all i wanted to do was just sleep and take a really nice warm nap since it started to become a bit chilly outside and lomoya bekangena lapha ekhats endlin. I went to the bedroom changed and went straight to bed. Mandla called on the cellphone, and something in me just said i should ignore the call nje namuhla ebsuku. But he didnt seem like he was giving up at all. I eventually answered the phone and i managed to turn my voice into one that says sleepy. Me: hello? Mandla: you sound like you are asleep already? Me: yes i was.. How can i help you Mandla? Mandla: i needed to say goodnight and hear your voice one last time. I sat up on the bed, switched on the lights, because i was preparing to say and ask some questions kulo Doctor lona. I turned my voice back to normal. Mandla: hmmnn she is awake? Me: mandla i need to ask you something. Mandla: shoot. Me: why did you choose me? Mandla: excuse me? Me: yes why did you choose me? You know very well that im in a relationship, a serious relationship, i came here with my mother in law and my boyfriend is not okay he needs me, you are getting to me at a vulnerable time. So tell me why? Mandla: Zandile, i know that you deserve better than Mfundo, i just dont think that he is a good man for you. And this is when i remembered Thapelos words, these are the exact same words that Thapelo said to me, what is it that these men see in Mfundo that is so terrible such that i cant see it myself. Me: you dont even know him! Mandla: i dont know him but i can see it in his eyes that something is not right with him, maybe i am not also the right man, but i can give you love, spending time with you, seeing you, talking to you just made me see the woman that you are, a normal young woman who just wants to be genuinely loved. Me: ahyii Mandla, i love Mfundo kakhulu, and i dont want to leave him. And i am certain he loves me the way that i love him. He has shown me love. Mandla: i need you Zee, you are perfect. Me: ahhyii Mandla, i have one heart to love, and its loving someone else i dont think that i can leave the man i love for another man. Mandla: okay i understand. But i will be waiting for you, when you change your mind i will be right here, i cant force you to love, want or even need me, but i will just wait for you, whenever the time is right, things will happen for us, i have already seen a future in you. Me: mandla i really need to sleep right now, so i guess i will see you in the morning to give you your phone before we all leave. Mandla: yes sure, but i hope i havent scared you away. Me: no you havent scared me away. But me and you, i dont think will go on another date with you, i just want to respect my boyfriend, you told me that it was just dinner Mandla that it didnt mean anything and that everybody needs to eat, and now you are declaring how much you need and how my BOYFRIEND is not right for me? . Mandla: i didnt mean any sign of disrespect but i was just telling you how i feel about you. I am sorry Zandi. Im going to see you tomorow then so you can give me my phone and i can say goodbye to you. Goodnight okay Me: okay, Goodnight Mandla. Who does this guy think he is really, why would he say that about Mfundo though, well somehow i was happy that i stood my ground and had a backbone because if i had been a softie Mandla would think that im just easy to get, and besides i dont think any man who claims he needs you in their life would actually say nice things about the man who is currently in your life. But honestly i was starting to hate the fact that people i meet just naturally warn me about Mfundo not being right for me, even my very best friend Nolwazi didnt quite like Mfundo, and im sure she will throw a fit when she finds out i pushed the hot attractive doctor away. But well i just wanted to be the woman that got away from cheating the strong woman because Mandla was really an amazing man.
Posted on: Fri, 19 Sep 2014 18:52:24 +0000
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