Its been months since we went our own wayz & i still find maself in ah maze, dazed n confused & at the same time hurt and bruised. Scars unseen are the hardest ta heal, yu cant help who yu love or how yu feel. Jus wish i woulda known yu wasnt fareal, knew yu didnt really love me when i lost control of the wheel. found maself in one month lookn at death twice, & yu were no where round or in sight. Had ta realize ma eyez reconginize real liez even in disguise. for yu, i gave up ma whole life & started new ; never was anyone else for me after dat ; just yu. now wut do i do? found out yu cheated n lied to. feel like i already knew, tried & tried but the love never grew or bonded us together, i kno i deserve better but this rainy weather only gets heavier ; while i get wetter. I understand i must let go, cus wut once was ; will never be again, not even once more. jus wish i could understand wut yu played me for? now i grind twenty n sleep four cus everytime i dream i see yu walk out that door. was it worth wut yu got? knowin yu broke me & i remain lost! but therez somethin yu also forgot ; how can yu ever say yu deserved the title of *Mrs. Cross* when yu left me and Hailey standing in one spot while yu skipped out like yu was playn hop scotch. guess its ah lesson taught, yu were everything yu ever tried ta say yu were not & yes ina way i got ; got. but real is somethin yu could only mock & not keep on lock. Honestly being loyal ur far from that, so il deal wit this heart attack ta ma cardiac but godz knows karma comez bak ; & i hope yu r ready for that!-Dubz # long time comin, so numb i cant feel nuttn right now but ma emotions shuttin down..... Nite. ~1~
Posted on: Mon, 19 Aug 2013 05:51:53 +0000
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