Ive bbeen thinking of somethings that have passed across my plate in life one was wen my grown ass son david said mama who is your favorite of all your kids haha i said to myself then it crossed my mind well i obviously see a desperate young man trying to be the favorite bbut lookin within my place where my soul of memories and responces lie within a heart that cant call itself an organ and she calls to say so test him for we still have not met the man he is and i said son im a tell you this but you cant tell the other kids because truely i love you all the same but if i had no choice then i guess i say you and i watch him run with it well later on within that week he blurted out to his siblins the stoy or you could say the private heart to heart that we shared and laughing it up he said haha mama loves me but without in disipline in his tongue he d still continued blurting that really mom loved his older brother while still he had to try to wittinly rise above his sisters that while he was the fav they werent forgottenn i love just david for that alone now im gonna continue this but mo has to call his dad real quick but i can tell you that bud solely on the act of arriving as my first born son whom bursts in my heart all wat loves is is why i love him above the restt and david i said rest which could mean you or the wolrd and even for a universe yes david i believe that if i can love bud and somehow win bud to follow me into the next life and swing above the brightness and beauti that life can once more unfold knowing that 2 maybe without hesitance david may pick up his evertrusting stalls for whiich have guided him and his siblings thru life in this time now althoughi have yet to confess my deepest mosttruest and passions with a young man ive known by time before time and without time oh did i say a term we all read as impossible without time thats so stong yet many have loved someone in a time that was without time some have done within dreams some have done it behind bars im not confessing to you of my stars dear ppl but im am confessin truest and deepest and passions that under a star would entwine you heart so now if you should ever chance to meet my sons aaron david raymond (bud) kknow that they are my soulmates indeed and they have their true only soulmate thats me for before they ever saw of light in my blood and my breath and my bone they came and did wat it took to be man now the woman that i gave life they are only relections of my light so dont be discouage we they conquer all for its all predystined foretold good night everyone i love yall
Posted on: Fri, 16 Aug 2013 02:14:57 +0000
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