Ive come to realize that this time of year is bittersweet for me and my family. The memories I hold dear to my heart being a child of an educator and coach. This is the first year that we dont have Dads home for Halloween, a holiday he loved more every year! I have come to realize I have cried more tears this past week out if love and concern then anything else. You see our youngest son is in his Senior year of high school and his activities he has allowed me to be a part in. When his other siblings would rather opt for the stay at home and non chaperone mother that I am not. He had embraced the in your face , always in your business and totally in love with him mother that I am. He readily accepts me and loves me for me . Hes an old soul and he has my fathers spirit which us what I know deep down has carried me through the last two years. He never walked away from me even when it would have been easier to do then deal with the mama drama! I await all the applications and the college process with somewhat a wee but if anxiety as I know I have to let go some more . Joey Hoelscher, youre a wonderful son and I adore you more then you will ever know. I love all of you to the end of the earth and then some. Im sorry to my friends and family who have to deal with my emotional roller coaster and hope that if you have any positive suggestions you might tell them to me . This bright red Rudolph nose from crying is a wee bit early for holiday wear :) god grant me the strength to get through this and enjoy this part if their lives rather then the worry if them leaving and the what ifs .
Posted on: Tue, 29 Oct 2013 16:51:48 +0000
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