***********LOVE LETTER********* .........Dedicated to My X-Love........... ........My 1st & last Love Letter.......... Kisi ne thik hi kha h Agar aapko sacha pyar h to aap roj din me 100 bar marenge. . Apni chahat k nam likha h ek chota sa letter. Kaise bani deewangi teri meri life ki cutter. Likha h mene rakh k pura hosh Hum to h duniya k BOSS. Nikal gyi jo jwani tere khayalo ki bandgi me Har kisiko nahi milta yha pyar zindgi me. Likhi h dil ki bhadash krke pura tight Party all night party all night. THE TRAILOR ..... A mere dil-e-ajij sanam.... Pichle kuch mahino se, Jab se mene aapse dur rhne ka vada kiya or aapke khayalo se dur rhne ka vada kiya, Mano khatala ho chuki gadi ki dhadkan phir chalne lgi. Jivan me khushi ki fuhaare girne lgi. Jo hoth hassi k liye tarste the un labo pe muskurahat aane lagi. Me hasne lga. Gungunane lga. Apni masti me aage badhne lga. Gadi dhire dhire raftaar badhane lgi. Kabhi gumne gya or kuch khud pr b dhyan diya. Duniya se judne lga. Lekin ye kya. Dubara kya ho gya. Phir se.... Tum pass aaye Yu nazre milaye Tumne na jane Kya kya sapne dikhaye. Aisa lga gadi ko heart attack aa gya. Engine fail ho gya. Khyalo k shant ho chuke smunder me fir se ufaan aa gya. Tanhaiya fir se jwa ho gyi. Sirf aapke khayalo or sapno se khush rhne lge. Aisa lga zingi me maatam cha gya. Lekin is bar kuch ahsas hua. Ek khulasa hua. Ek laddu mil gya. Ek rasta nikal gya. Muje to pura majra samaj aa gya. THE STORY ...Shuru se shuruvat krte h... Shayad 10 saal ho gye honge jabse hum ek dusre ko jante h. Me 10th class tha 83% marks aaye the mere. Umar thi 15 saal. Mere muhbole pyar ka connection b wahi se shuru hua. Aksar rah chalte aankhon hi aankho me mulakate hone lagi. Dhire dhire aapke khayalo me khone lga. Mera koi yaar muje pakad k aapke dr b le gya. Me bilkul teyyar nhi tha. 10 me se 8 saal to limited the, lekin pichle 2 saalo me mere armaano khayalo sapno dardo or sitam k saare record tod diye gye. Ye to aapne suna hi hoga ki pyar krnewale bde badnasib hote h. Nasibwala to me b thik thak tha. Lekin achhi khasi kismat ko mene tere pyar ki jyot me ghi dal dal kr barbad krdi. Or badnasibi ka ye rule khud pr lagu kr diya. Tere sapno or khayalo k juicer mixer grinder ne meri padhai ki chatni or gruduarion ka juice nikal diya. I was merit boy. Pr senior class me 2nd division aaya. Vo to thik hua ki marksheet ki totaling me ek teacher ne mistake krdi nhi to 3rd division aata or physics me fail ho jata. Graduation to kr hi nhi paya. Computer diploma jese tese kr liya. Umar ho gyi 20 saal. Or aap college me festival celebrate kr rhe the. Mere dil me uthe tere pyar k chakkarvarti tuffan ne meri zindgi ki dhajjiya udda k rakh di. I used to be great rich personality. Pr aaj aisa lg rha h teri chahat me zindgi sadakchaap ho gyi. Bda ho gya paise ki jrurat mahsus hui. Kaam dhundhne lga. Ek choti si company ne diploma base pr nokri dila di 4500 rupees pr month vo b gar se 1000 km dur Jammu kashmir, Srinagar me. Din me b minus temprature me kaam krna pdta tha. Itne me to apna b gujara mushkil se hua. 6 mahine baad ghar ka ticket katta liya. Us time aap mere dimag me ese ghumati thi jaise koi tourist apni pasndida jagah pr baar baar ghumne jata h. Umar ho gyi 21. Udhar aap gradution ka medal lene ki teyyari me thi. Me nikla tha manzil k liye akele pr Rah me anubhavi log milte gye or me Ch***ya bnta chla gya. Duniyawalo ne force kiya bot ghum liya beta ab kaam pr beth ja. Sunar hu diamond sitting ka kaam sikha. Bich me dad expire ho gye. Kaam sikhne tak umar ho gyi 23. Apni dukan lagani pdi. Thodi zimmeddari bhayi ki share kr li. Udhar aapki balle balle gradution k baad post graduation. Teri deewangi ka brahmastra tera shri shri sudarshan chakr to ab chla. Meri dukaan b aisi jagah pr ki roz tere darshan kr sku. Dukan to nikal pdi. Bot achha kmata hu. Pr me paglo ki tarah rhne lga. Dim me b tere sapne dekhne lga. Na jaane FB pr b mene kya kya likh diya. In 2 saalo me tu meri zindgi me parcham lahra rhi thi. Dunia se mera conection tut sa gya. Me khud ko bhul gya. Me raat ko so nhi pata tha. Tere ishq ne muje akele rhna sikha diya tha. Tanha rhta tha. Me kai bar rat ko rota tha ki me ab tujhe nahi pa sakta. Ye meri zindgi ke sabse gatiya 2 saal the....... Ishq me tere pagal hua itna Ki pahuch jau aagra TV pr breaking news Hay re tera ghagra. Khayalo ne pichkari jo tere ne muje mari K sidhe sadhe chore ki aadat sharabi ho gyi. Kya mila muje apni kismat fod faad k Tere piche aaya byawer wali girlfrnd chod chaad k. . . Is chahat ka asar to tuje pr b hua. Me samjta nhi kya. Logo k chehre padhne ki aadat he muje. Body language padna aata h muje. Tune kabhi ishara to nhi kiya lekin aankhe padh sakta hu me. Teri aankhe muje saaf saaf kh rhi thi *abe gadhe ek bar baat to kr kese b maan jaungi*. Or kabhi kaha *pagal stupid khud me to baat krne ki himmat h nhi khali piche pda h apne chakker me muje b badnam krega* Kabhi kha *khali dekhkar khush ho jata he bechara*. Me us pagalpan ki halat me tujse kya ganta baat krta. Mano 9 suraj honge us din tab bhagwan ne teri surat bnayi hogi. Tu teri shadi k baad or b jyada moti ho jayegi. Tera dressing sense avval darje ka h. Tera dimaag general intelligent insaan se jyada clever h. Ha ha tu itni b moti nhi h muje pta h. Effective presence. Talent tere piche bhagta h. Teri social image Kabil-e-tarif h. Tu apne dum pr kabhi n kabhi rich ban jayegi. Ha ha tu bilkul b moti nhi h muje pta h. Tu sarvgunsampann ladki h Perfact Laxmi h. Tu samajdar h lekin jabaan chalane me tera koi muqabla nhi. Aise me tera diwana koi b ho sakta h. Me to bot phle se tha lekin is bar kuch jyadti jo gyi. THE TURNING POINT Kisi ladki ko ladka dekhe to vo khush hoti tum b hoti ho. Tumhe dekhne ko bot tarste h mene dekha h. Me b khub tere darshan krta tha. Ek bar tuje dekha to tune apne tevar dekha. Mujse aankhe nichodi. Aisa lga mano tu duniya me sabse jayada nafarat mujh hi se krti h. To fir me q tere piche pda hu. Vo b paglo ki tarah. Mene tujse or tere khayalo se muh ferne ka vada kr liya. Ye baat mene letter ki shuruvat me khi h. Meri umar ho gyi 25 saal . Tera slab clear. Tu Maharani ban gyi or me bhikhari. . . Mujhe pyar krnewalo ki badnasibi ka ahsaas with example ho gya. Pura majra samaj aa gya. Teri chahat thodi fikki pad gyi. Ek bar kaach me apni surat jra gor se dekh li. Khud pr aaya itna taras ki teri deewangi bot fiki pd gyi. Are ye kya ho gya. Ye kya halat ho gyi meri. Bot kuch ho gya. Or ye me kha fus gya. Ek choti si 5 by 5 foot ki dukan vo b itni ander jha saare log hath dhoye bina hi paiso k piche pade he. Paiso k liye din raat kaam krte h. Me nhi rah sakta yha. Mera kaam humanity se juda hona chahiye. Mera dum ghutata he yha pe. Paiso k piche bhagnewala me nhi hu. Ye to mere charactor k khilaf h. Mana tune khud kuch nhi kiya lekin meri to barbadi hu h. Ye jo meri zindgi ka vidhvans hua bot bhot jyada h.. . THE TWIST Saali jab se zindgi me aayi h life ki whaat lga k rakhi h. HEY YOU mind your attitude. I have my own. How dare you look at me like that. Me kyu roya tere liye pagal tha me lagti kya h tu meri. Mene tuje kuch jyada hi ahmiyat dedi. I m not bludy Nobita who runs behind Cezuka like you. Galti se galti ki tere piche piche aaya me jak maarke. Mene kabhi tuje us nazar se nhi dekha, tere chehre se hi nigahe nhi hatati thi. Ab aana tu mere saamne aankhon hi aankhon se tera blatkar krke na rakh diya to. Pr ja choda tuje ab mera tujme interest nhi tujme. Me tere pyaar rupi chkkarvyuh me fus gya. Lekin agar Arjun ko chakkervyuh me gusna aata h to chakkervyuh bhedna b aata h. Tere piche na jaane kitni ladkiyo ki line ko cross mar diya mene. Nahi to kbhi ki set krke shadi kr leta or abhi tak mera nanha munha abhimanyu b is duniya me aa jaata.. Lekin abhi tak akhand kunwara bnke ghum rha hu. Sahi kha kisi pandit ne ki insaan ko pyaar tabhi hota h jab kundali me shani ki bhari dasha aayi ho rahu ketu ulte chal rhe ho or bhagwan aapke majje lene k mood me ho. Or leliye mere majje. STORY RESPONSE Dunia ka sabse gatiya rog he pyar ka rog.% Tanhai milti h mahfil nahi milti Rah-e-ishq me manzil nhi milti N davao se kaam chalta N duvao se kaam chalta Jane q log mohabbat kiya krte h Dil k badle dard-e-dil liya krte h Aanhe bhar bhar k diwane jiya krte h. Me pichle 10 saalo se roz din me 100 bar mra hu. Is kurbani ka muje kya mila babaji ka thullu. 15 se 25 tak ki umar jawani ka sawan hoti h, mere is sawan me ek hra pta tak na khila. Is age har ladke ki life me ek aadh ladki jrur aari h. Us jagiya ko dekhle 4th ladki mil gyi use ishq ladane k liye. Meri life me ek aayi vo b vampire banke. Apni halat bot dayniy lagti muje hona chahiye tha 25 saal ka hatta katta nojwan jise saare fields ka achha knowledge ho. The most eligible bechlor. Saare armano ki methi ki pudiya bnake kha gyi teriii to. Yha to bot kuch ulta ho gya. Mere jese royal aadmi ki dressing sence kesa ho gya h. Me nahi pda tere piche mera mann pda. Mene to khud ko rok kr rakha tumse kabhi tumse baat b na ki. Or ye mann itna kamima he saala abhi bhi suhagrat pr tera ghunghat uthane k khwab dekh rha h. Badtamiz dil badtamiz dil manena. Pr me mann ki marji se nahi apni marji se chalta hu. Tere pyar me khud ko bhula diya re Shiddat se ki teri chahat Rab ne hume kya diya re Sari ki faall sa kabhi match kiya re Har gum mere sat attach kiya re Hum buri tarah se jal gye Itni tez lagi teri ishq ki aanch Dhating dhating dhating Dhating dhating dhating naach. Bahr ki zindgi me teri image jo b ho lekin mere liye tu meri zindgi ki katil h. Tu meri nazar me gunehgar h. Unlucky h. My life ruined terribly, everything finished. This has broken me thousand times. Me sochta tha tere tak pahuchne k liye sitaro ki chamak chahiye, mere sitaro me dum nahi. A chal hut me khud apna suraj hu me khud apna chand hu or jo me hu vo kya kisi se km hu. Me tere timetable pr position bnaker rhta tha. Why I have done it so. Dont I have any standard. In my eyes I am really the best person with standard values good sense. I know, m not cool but I am hot hotter & the hottest ever. I m really very social person but saw I could not even participiate in those, what a tragedy happened. Bot kamjor bna teri mohabbat k junoon ne. Me dunia se dabne laga harne lga BC sabhi mere upper sher banane lage. Meri co-operativity ka fayda uthane lage. Bot sidha rah liya me. Tere ishq me kuch kutte mere pr hd se jyda bhok gye. Bot defensive rah liya me. Ab attack on. Saare BCs ka hisaab bhi to clear krna h Tu irritate bot jaldi hoti he na, mujhe matlab nhi tu kuch b ho pr dhyan rakhna mere baare me soch samaj kr bolna me pakki jabaan ka bahut bda chor hu. Logo k bol palt deta unhi pr. Yaad krle ek baar mele me b tune irritate hoker muje kuch bola tha. Or tu samajati kya hai muje, pta nhi chalta kya tere chehre se. Tera dimag bot tez chalta hena pr apna dimag ka to pta nhi pr dil bot strong he. Jyada dimaag chalanewala aksar har jata h or dil k dam pr insaan dunia jeet leta h. Ab apne liye or apno k liye jiuanga me. Teri chahat ne mere pairo k niche ki zamin khich li. Apni zindgi banane k liye tah-e-ksha bicha dunga me. Koi pyar na kre muje, to bhad me jaye muje nhi chahiye kisika ka pyar. I want jealousy now. Me kha phus gya tere chakker me or bhot se phlu h dhayaan dene k liye. Khali time waste kiya tere piche. Aisa lg rha jese kisine muje bot lambe samay tak mental torcher kiya. Aisa lg rha bot lambi videsh yatra k baad gar aaya hu sabkuch anjana sa lg rha h Me apni pahchan dhundhta rh gya. Teri mohbbat me itna kuch hua ki meri life pr ek super duper blockbuster movie ban jaye. Tum to bde majje se letter padh rahi ho Tum hi ho ab tum hi ho Sare fsaaaaad ki jad tum hi ho. Sunhari nasibwale ko milegi tu Or yha pachta rha hu me Sun rhi hena tu Kyu ro rha hu me. Humne socha teri chaht me Hum manzil pa jayenge Lekin hume nhi pta tha Iskadar hum mar jayenge. Rahta hu tumse dur pr DIL se tera khayal jayena Maan ja be ishqy mann Ab piya aaye na. Mujko mili h gum sogate Na mila tere aashiquo me Ye sabko khajana Aasan nhi yha aashiq ho jana Palko pr kaanto ko sajaana.. I hate you & I hate you from the bottom of my heart. Tu meri sabse bdi dushman. Meri mature hone ki umar me bot bda bachpna kr diya. Aaj se tera mera 36 ka akda rahega. Me tere mayajaal me fus gya Tere is mayajaal ko tod dunga me. I will change everything. Me ab bigad k dikhaunga, will restart recreate myself pr badmash bnunga. Ab tu meri irritation dekh. Tune kabhi seriously nahi liya muje lekin aanewali life tuje jo ahsaas hoga vo bot bot serious hoga. Sidhiya bot tez chadhne ki aadat h muje. Bot berang rh gyi zindgi ab isme apne manpasand rang bharunga. Or meri pasand kis darje ki he saara hindustaan jaanta h. Dunia se connection parmanant krunga. Bhadak gya shola, G***d me dum h to koi rok kr dikha dena. Is nyi shruvat me sabae phle tera ptaa kaat rha hu. 2 saal me teri b doli uth hi jayegi. Challenge h tuje Compare krlena tab tere husband se, 21 na nikla to. THE CLIMAX Tamam sabooto gvaho or byanato k maddenazar rakhate huve meri ye adalat tuje dfa 302, 307 or 420 k tahat meri zindgi se bedakhal krte huve tere khayalo ko phansi ki sja sunati h. To be hanged till death. Or muje pyar vyarr k lafdo se ba-izzat bari krti he. Bs bot hua tera sitam Aaj se tera kissa pura ka pura khatam Tu chahe nikkami h ya tuje kaam se fursat nhi lekin aainda se meri id check krne ki jrurat nhi h. Tu hai kaun? Tera naam kya hai? Chal hut. Thanksley or vatkley Jai shri Ram Jai Hanuman Jai shri krishna. *****************************
Posted on: Fri, 15 Nov 2013 20:15:08 +0000
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