Lord, how I just wish I could just get out of Sri Lanka fast. I cant take it anymore! What with people here not understanding anything in lying to me which was completely down right uncalled for, but all my foreign friends understand except Sri Lankans who Im sorry to say I am now very suspicious of. Sri Lankans have become a complete danger to me. I cant wait until I move out of this country. They all telling me that they were taking me to a restaurant, then taking me to a hospital and keeping me there? Even my friend in the states was furious! See, Sri Lankans are not good for me. I can no longer stomach this PTSD in my life any longer. Nobody speaks English at these Sri Lanka hospitals, its a huge waste and a mess! Its not the medication my friends, its because of stupid, stupid Sri Lanka! Nobody has the right to hold it in until I get to a hospital. No doctor has the right to say I have to live in a country where I am not happy in. Sri Lankan doctors are busty people who enjoy babying. This is why I am going to live in a foreign home for as long as I live as I dont like living with Sri Lankan people except dad. Other Sri Lankans are humungous threats! This is too much! My foreign friends are all on my side because friends, I have studied the way foreign parents treat their children when they have a mental disorder, and never would they lie to their child. My uS buddy completely sympathized with me. I am treated like a dog!!!!!! No! more! of! this! life!!! This is why I am so suicidal living in this country as they are making me worse!!! I have to live in Canada. No more will I tolerate this non Christtian abuse anymore. I am suicidal living in Sri Lanka! I am distancing myself from everybody and will not even wish my blind uncle a happy birthday next week. The damage has been done. In Canada, I would wish everyone a happy birthday, but tnot here. I am not talking to any visitors here. Nobodys going to baby me or force me to any longer. Its over. I will be happy with my online friends all of you, and my music until I get out to a foreign country. I am not going visiting or socializing in SL. I love socializing, and in Canada I will do all of that.
Posted on: Fri, 08 Nov 2013 05:00:25 +0000
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