My Health Update for my family and circle of friends: Thank you again for all what you are doing in your own way. I am back home after a set-back that saw me back in hospital last week. I am still on shaky legs but getting stronger both physically and spiritually, mostly because of the strength of those around me and the many of you around the world. (But please dont TXT me those Chain Prayers and ask me to re-send to 10 other people), it is tough enough just to read the TXT, but still thank you. I know one of the reason God keeps bringing me back is to communicate to people who have hurt me over the years, for one reason or the other. I kept telling myself that I forgive them, but a voice keeps talking to me in sleep or other sublime messages. Frank Chatikobo Justen Mponda Kathabwarika, Mlauzi, Nkhoma Kachindamoto Zwangendaba You are not God, you cannot forgive people because you do not know what that is, yours is not to seek vengeance for to forgive is the responsibility of the almighty, for when someone does you wrong, you have no knowledge of the reasons behind their actions, only the almighty knows. With that I truly know that I blamed people for hurting me, when I should have blamed myself, and instead ask for forgiveness myself rather than seek to forgive. None of the people who hurt me, really knew me! It was I who crossed their path, came into their line of survival, and somehow presented a real or perceived threat that they reacted to, or as the BIG voice said maybe they were disguised acts meant to steer me in a certain direction. What ever the case here I am to say It might be too late for me to hug each and everyone of you, but know this, I would if I could for my conscious has never been clearer than it is now. We all had that dy we took the first breath and the day we take the last one awaits all of us, none of that should be scary as it is a natural process, however what is scary is to die wondering. I can say I only have one wonder on my mind, If I should take that last breath before you, can you promise to celebrate the good, the bad and the ugly we have had together, and know that I would do the same for you. These are not my farewell words, but these are words of my new reality!
Posted on: Sun, 14 Dec 2014 15:24:37 +0000
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