My head was heavy after all the crying I had done last night. I stood there in deep thoughts. ...........To be continue,,,,,, LOVE STORY PART 2 A LIFE WITHOUT YOU ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I could feel tears rolling down my eyes as I looked at the calendar it was our wedding day today and she wanted a divorce as her gift on our anniversary,the very thought broke me again. I cried again profusely. I know she loves me a lot and that’s why she had left her family and come to me but what had happened now?? I cried and cried. I didn’t come out of my room the whole day nor have anything but my wife didn’t ask me about it nor did she have anything but she had left for work as usual leaving me all alone with the partner of sadness and tears along with me. I badly wanted a change so decided to leave home for a few days. I called Alex who was always by my side and saw our love bloom and blossom. He was shocked to hear all this and called me home. I left for Mumbai leaving a letter for my wife to read when she came from work. I wrote:- Darling.... I have always loved you and still love you. I accept I have been a bit busy with my business and its development that I could not see our marriage breaking. My love for you has never changed; I still love you the way I used to when we were in college. But I never knew that everything in our life would change so much. I miss you so much dear I cannot live without you and that’s the reason why I can’t divorce you so am leaving you alone for a few days in an expectation that you will change your mind. In deep expectation.. With love your husband I reached Mumbai and went to Alex’s home but nothing distracted me from her thoughts I loved her so much and did not want to miss her in my life. I had been busy with my business and did not have time to spend with my family. I regretted it. I wanted to tell her that I loved her more than before and can’t live without her. I loved her more when she gave me the world’s most precious gift my daughter. I had promised her that I would be the best dad for our daughter but I couldn’t keep up the word maybe that’s why she wanted to divorce me. I was confused; Alex tried to cheer me by his jovial talks. He had not changed since the college days, but nothing gave me happiness expect my Maria but she didn’t want me anymore. That thought broke me again and again. I wanted to end my life but I had promised her that I would take care of my daughter if anything happened to her. Then finally I decided if the divorce was giving her happiness then I was ready to do it for her after all to see her happy is why I married her. So I rushed home took the first flight to Lucknow to sign the divorce papers. As soon as I got down in the airport I felt something unusual the same feel which I had got when she told me that she wanted a divorce. I sadly took a taxi home and got down in front of my house it was dark as the sun had already set. Our house looked gloomy as if it was also weeping for our separation. My parents had passed away 2 years back. My dad had died a year after our marriage and my mom 2 years back. I said to myself “Dad I miss you if you were here I would not have faced all this in my life, dad the faith you had in our relation Is not there anymore, we are going to get separated”. I slowly and hesitantly walked into my house, my daughter was not there. The house was dark, I switched on the light of the living room there was no one there. The entire house was in silence, I called out for Maria but there was no response. I climbed the stairs weeping and was telling her “Sweetheart I have always wanted to keep you happy and therefore never refused whatever you asked for, you have asked me for a divorce so I am ready to give it for you if that keeps you happy”. Saying so I entered the bedroom which was dark again, I switched on the lights and saw Maria lying on our bed after a long time, I called out to her but she didn’t respond. I went close to her slowly, she was lying there as beautiful as ever, she was hugging a photo of mine. When I saw this I broke into tears I knew she loved me but then why did she want to divorce. I went next to her ears and called out softly but she didn’t respond. I touched her, her body was cold I was shocked. No I did not want to see what I was seeing in front of my eyes. I touched her again but it was the same she was cold. It took me few seconds to realise that she had left me all alone in this world. She had died. I screamed and I shouted I took her in my arms, kissed her many times but she didn’t wake up to tell me “David you’re disturbing my sleep”. That’s what she always said when I kissed her in her sleep. NO!!! It cannot be true how can she leave me like that and go. I cried thinking that she died because she didn’t want to live with me. I cursed myself for not giving her a divorce. I slowly lifted the photo frame from her hands which she lay hugging. A paper fell from that. I opened it slowly. It read:- David, I know how much you’re suffering now when I am avoiding you, but I really wanted to do it because I knew I was suffering from cancer and that I would die in few days. If I tell you this I know you can’t take of pain of thinking of departing me so I just wanted to teach you to live a life without me. I was dying inside when each day I was moving away from you. But then I know you have no life without me, now that you have learnt to live a life without me, I am leaving our doll along with you to take care of her. I have sent her to Susan’s house so that she never knows that mama won’t come back. I love you David and I know I am not lucky enough to live with you. If there is a next birth I want to live with you as your wife and love you deeper and stronger than now. I love you David and promise me that you will never cry, cause you know I cannot see you cry. Remember the promise you gave me, be the best dad for our daughter and never let her miss her mama. Always tell her that mama is watching her. Love you and sorry for all the pain I gave you………. With love yours and only yours Maria I broke down when I read this. I had mistaken my Maria, she loved me more than I had imagined. She did not want to see me suffer in the thought of leaving her but she suffered all by herself without even letting me know about it. And during her last days I was not with her to share her pain. It hurt me like anything. I held her in arms and told her “Only if you had told me all this before I would not have left you suffer all alone like this. Maria I love you, I did not know you loved me so much. I cried and cried thinking how much she loved me and the pain she must have undergone during her last days. But then I had promised her that I would take care of our daughter, so I had to go fetch my daughter and also call over everyone for her funeral ! ................THE END....................... Good-day friendssss! I wish u all pleasant day!! Miss u all!!! BY mentor!!! (265486F9)
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