Nowadays its so difficult to have a positive outlook on life, especially with my past haunting me daily! I have made so many pathetic choices in my past that it makes me sick to think about. And I realize I let a few people down along the way! This past decade have been my most trying years and although I feel better about myself, Its still haunting me...Everyday! I realize I deserve it because I did it to myself and have no one to blame for it but me. All I can do now is try my hardest to keep a smile on my face, help out as many as I can when I can, be nice and polite to all no matter how much they disrespect (not worth it nowadays) and just have a generally good attitude! Those who still want to judge me by my past are more then likely the ones I have hurt, all I can do is say sorry and dont blame you one bit! But I am asking for a chance, chance to prove myself if thats what it takes. I cant stand the feeling of not having some in my life and completely understand how you must of felt..But again, I take full responsibility and will announce it to the world as Im doing now.... I messed up! Always thinking of you, my Sons! From the time I awake to the time I sleep, you both are on my mind...Love ya both
Posted on: Sat, 25 Oct 2014 04:49:43 +0000
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