One year ago today I was rushed to the hospital because I needed immediate blood transfusions in order to live. Being healthy my entire life, this was the most foreign and scariest thing I had ever been through. I had been struggling with a health issue the year prior and I was treated with a medication that didnt work with my body and it nearly ended my life. The drs thought once I received some blood and stopped all medication I would be ok. Little did they know, my bone marrow shut down about 98% & I was unresponsive to transfusions. No one, including the nurses and doctors could be in my room without being in robes and masks... I had no white blood cells and a cold wouldve ended my life. I had a platelet count of 4 and I had a 98% chance of just bleeding internally.... this went on for what seemed like forever. I was getting blood and platelet transfusions around the clock.. even though I was unresponsive no matter how many I got. St lukes ran out of platelets to give me and had to fly them in from Salt Lake Daily. I was told I had a 30% chance of making it. Zion & Jahred would come to see me and neither of them could hug or kiss me because it was too dangerous for me. I was scared, I was sad, and I was overcome with fear. I laid in bed and cried for days...My reiki sisters came and did reiki, my teacher came and was a pure angel telling me I would make it and that my body just didnt like the transfusions cause their vibration was off. I was black and blue all over my arms and legs from having no platelets I would bleed internally when they switched my IVs and it would take hours to get them set up. Finally I realized I wouldnt go down without a fight. I wasnt ready to go. So many of my healer friends brought me crystals and I had so many prayers over me. I began to sit at my window, holding my crystals and staring at the mountains all day. Even though I was on the 6th floor I did earth sky breath for hours trying to ground myself to the earth. I prayed all day almost in a trance state. I played reggae & medicine for the people all day. I had essential oils all over me & in my room, even though it was a cold hospital room, I made it my temple. The nurses would comment how great it felt in my room and that they loved coming in.
Posted on: Wed, 30 Jul 2014 21:27:18 +0000
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