Public diary…………. After a long long time alone, i figured that the utmost and absolute brave or crazy thing i would NEVER dare to do was writing my thoughts on my *wall*…………. just like the facial expression i hide when somebody says ; does or even smells the way i hate……. Well i decided to do it anyway……. Why ? i have no idea§§ but it sounded fun and meanly a really cute revenge for the shyness i have left over the years of being on this planet… not earth….. THIS precise planet…. Confession : i like to confess !!……. I really dont want anyone to acknowledge these words……. If u do …my stupid part of shyness would seek your approval when my other part’ frankly, is seeking total indifference of what you think.. If this doesn’t make sense to you……. Dont lose anymore time !!! Well i had this curse for over.mmmm.. since i started thinking… witch means when i was fourteen….. what ? i didn’t think before ?…… not really…. i just reflected others thinking and it wasn’t fun enough …….. i’m a WRITER….. i have millions of words and stories and characters going over my head…….. sometimes all day!!! everywhere!!! ,…yes : bathroom included………. Sometimes i’m NORMAL for months…… but i always end up going back …….its one of many times i write but it’s the first time i hang my laundry in public………. Well not technically ….. our neighbours are an exception but if u’re smart/ stupid enough …..you would know what i mean…… well where was i ? …aahh i mean dont expect me to say secrets or name names or even tell you what i had for dinner but u can expect the unexpected……. U know.. at this thing precisely i’m no regular girl ……yet i might open up someday and tell you what i love or hate……what ? it’s personal enough…… aren’t we just curious about others likes or dislikes ? oohh come on .. just admit we all are….. it’s no fun knowing what everybody thinks or feels…. We are so self obsessed that we don’t always care but with people we really wish we had that power…….. I ,in my case, i’am curious to know what feeling is this that i’m having right now……. Joy… i’m happy to right this nonsense …… i’m a really good talker ….. even if my hands hurt from typing ………and i also have things to do so lets just cut the chase for now…… sleep well who ever survived this mess ….. u’re a special and really curious ……….but you read it anyway ….. thank you…… anyoseyo !!!! ( its how Korean pronounce good bye……..) PS: i have been watching an amzing psycho drama about mental illness and it ended really well so im really happy..... haha im happy over that kind of things how shallow is that? but who are you to judge!!!!!!!
Posted on: Fri, 12 Sep 2014 19:55:19 +0000
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