Recovery Part 4 Who makes you stress, depress, and angry to the point you have to cut, Justin questioned. You knew for sure, Justin didnt just ask you that question, expecting an answer. How do you expect someone to just open freely to some stranger, they just met.? Honestly, he doesnt get the point that you dont trust him, or anybody else, for all that you dont care. Your mom raised you to not care about what others think of you, and for you to chose your words wisely. Mama always said that words are like tornadoes storms, once they are spoken, the damage is done. Justin, I dont think it is any of your concern why or who makes me cut, we just arent that close, you tried to reason with him. Well, I will tell you my deepest secret, if you tell me why, he pleaded. Does this boy ever take no for an answer, you honestly dont think he does, if so, he surely dont take it that well. But he is going to be telling you one of his deepest secret, that should be even. As long as it isnt any of those oh me gosh, I pooped my pants in pre-K stories. And the reason why you cut, it isnt that personal, everybody at the school knew you cut, thats why you can wear short sleeves. Also, everyone knew the reason why you cut, it just happen that the new boy Justin Bieber, doesnt know yet, so you guess you can tell him. Okaay, thats fair enough, but I dont want no lame secret, you giggled. You should do that more often, Justin spoke. Do what, you frowned. Smile, and giggle. Your pretty like that, he smile. Uhm.? Okaay, you furrowed your eyebrows. Now tell me that deep secret Believe it or not, Im a super star, I make music for a living, and sing for a living, in front of my beautiful fans I call Beliebers, he smiled. Then why arent the girls at my..I mean our school running over you with screams, you questioned. Scooter, and my security guard made them sign a contract, he shrugged. Oh, but wheres the proof.? I never saw you on tv or anything, you said, leaning over the table. Only inches apart. Come to my house today, and I will show you my studio, my crew, my family, and my precious item...my song book, he challenged. Deal, you smiled. Now the reason why you cut, Justin smirked, I didnt forget sweetheart. I know, you pouted, the reason why I cut is because of my ex-boyfriend. He was friendly, charming, smart, funny, generous, he was everything a girl could ever want. I always thought why would he pick me out of all the girls at school, I have nothing. But one day, I decided to go to his house, just to surprise him, with the movie he always wanted. So I knock on the door, to see my best friend open the door, wearing my boyfriends shirt, with nothing under it. So clearly they had to of did something, if you know what I mean, you took a breather. Yea, so far so good, Justin encouraged. So the next day, school came around and Brittany, my suppose to be best friend, was making out with my boyfriend John, so I went over there. Of course, I did the usual, and beat the sh*t out of her, and ran John out of school. He never came back, and Brittany thinks it all my fought, so she tortures me at school for it. Thats why I cut, and cry myself to sleep at night, because my suppose to be best friend bullies me, and John cheated on me with her, you started tearing up. All of a sudden, you feel 2 big strong muscular hands drape around you, and for sure, you knew it was Justin. You dont like attention, or like it when people seen you cry. The only people that has seen you cry was John and Brittany, not even your parents, but now Justin has seen you cry. He probably thinks you are a fragile girl, that needs protection, and someone to watch you at every step of the way now. UGH.! But something isnt right anymore, people use to come to you for hugs, and you would either run away, or smack them across the face. But your not doing it with Justin, he hugged you........and you hugged back.? 0-0 P.S. I know there was alot of talking, I just wanted yall to know the reason why she cuts herself. c: But I feel a little crush coming along...awe.
Posted on: Sun, 01 Dec 2013 16:19:12 +0000
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