So, I spoke with my doctor today because my health was sttarting to get really scary. Saturday night was fun and emotional. I woke uo in the morning, didnt feel well so I took an aderol to pick me up. It worked like normal. As, the day progressed I starting notice that I couldnt sit still, my heart felt like it was going to explode out of my chest, I started getting really emotional and was just all over the place. I told Lou, Somthingnis wrong with me and its not normal. I couldnt focused and I felt like I needed to get out of my house. I felt like the were closing in. I could not eat all day. I called Stacey, and told her that I dont know whats wrong with me but I need to chill with her. She came over we talked, I drank a beer and a couple shots to kinda calm myself. She left and I was in the same crazy position. I couldnt sleep. I couldnt hold still. I was trying to find different ways to calllllm down. I literally felt like a nutcase on crack. Five thirty hit and Im still up. I started to feel extremely sick, I started vomitting, sweating, my heart beat wouldnt stop racing. I literally didnt know what I was doing. I knew there was something really wrong with me. All day today was painful, sick, I was having trouble with balance, felt very week and my heart wouldnt slow down. I couldnt focus on anything and the more I tried to rest the more my stomach would turn. I have never felt so weird and horrible in my life. I talked to my doctor and it turns out I was having a giant anxiety attack and that I didnt take something to slow down, I was going to get sicker and sicker. I have had anxiety troubles in the past but never anything like this. I dont even understand what triggered it. I am not anxious or nervous about my wedding. My doctor said my high emotion level probably was the case. I metioned the aderol to him but I told him I started feeling this way hours after I took it so it wasnt the culprit. I dont EVER want to feel this way again! I am goimg to start prescription for it that will control it so it never comes down to this again. I guess my emotional level from Saturday night and all the wedding stuff overwhelmed me so much that it put me over the edge and the longer I went without treating myself, the worse I got. It was scary. I felt crazy. Thank to my super awesome husband to be Louis for helping me and nursing me. I have to go and see him again tomorrow. Hes going ro start talking to me about how to control my anxiety and alternative treatment methods. I never knew an anxiety attack could be so bad.
Posted on: Mon, 28 Jul 2014 23:51:15 +0000
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