So.....today I have three weeks and two days. I feel pretty good. I woke up this morning exceptionally grateful about my life. Some things are in order for me to take that next step. And I was told by many many many people that if u worry dont pray, if u pray dont worry. I.D.K. where that saying came from but my grandma n mom used to tell me anything thru ur faith in God will be accomplished if u truly believe. And nothing God puts on you can u not get thru. I wasnt a strong believer in those words up until recently. I have experienced some things over the past two months that has shown me I am way stronger then I believe I was. Change of heart comes wen u forgive. I love me today. I have forgiven myself. And have forgiven some things that I thought was never possible to forgive. I am able to walk w my head high and take initative to become a better woman. I may not be perfect, I am human. But I can admit my wrongs. I am a whole nother person today. It took many years, alot of help,from alot of different people, facilities, and places and alot of acknowleging and acceptance on who n what I really am and y I do certain things. But thru it all I have my GOD to guide me, strengthen me, encourage me, and give me the knowledge and courage I need to keep putting one foot in front of the other and hold on tight. I may not have the best get along family and alot of my family may not approve of who n wat I am, but I love my family, biological, step, and the ones who look up and call me thier family. I dont apologize for who I am. But I love you anyways. And I dont apologize for where I came from or how I got to where I am right now. I hope anyone who reads this can realize I dont want sympathy I dont want pity party I want you to know that I love you.
Posted on: Tue, 02 Jul 2013 12:28:15 +0000
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