The name of this page is, A Closer Walk With Thee, and I havent been doing that much lately. I apologize for that. There is a song out called, Praise Him in the Storm, by Casting Crowns. ***Here is the link; youtu.be/uHdcyue0bSw *** Anyway, let me clairify, I have not turned my back on God, because I KNOW the HE never turns his back on me. I have so many blessings in my life. I have been going through some stuff though. I have been wronged, decieved, and lied to, by someone that I thought that I could trust more than that. I would have trusted with my life and those of my children and grand children. I dont really think that I am angry anymore, but I am still very hurt and do not know if I can get past that. Trust needless to say is completely gone. I would also like to think that I can forgive him but waver because the hurt is still so very raw. So, therein lies my inadequacy as a Christian and a human being. We as Christians come up short so often. We get comfortable ~ too comfortable. To the point of decieving ourselves into thinking that just because we sit in a church on Sunday morning and participate in a few church activities that we have been risen to the point of judge and jury over others and not even open our eyes enough to see what we are doing. We are ALL sinners! Even after we have been saved, we still sin. I am far from being perfect. I will try very hard to keep myself in check. All I ask is that everyone around me do the same. Unless you know ALL the intricate details of what is going on in anothers life, you can not ever make an accurate judgement and can end up doing further harm to those involved. I have plenty of decisions that lay before me. Ultimately, it is up to me to decide what I can live with and what I can not. I do not want to wake up one morning being so resentful and full of hate. (and I have already been on the verge.) I am prayful with the things I am dealing with and I will continue to Praise Him in this storm! I still see the beauty around me and find comfort in it. I welcome anyone to keep me and those envolved in prayer for the best solution for all envolved. Thank you and Be Blessed.
Posted on: Tue, 29 Oct 2013 14:09:40 +0000
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