This is basically describing the turmoil I feel every day, and Im just so tired at this point. Im losing hope. Im losing my will to go on. This is my final cry for help. But I hope that by sharing this with others, even if it is too late for me, it wont be too late for someone else... I Feel So Lost.. Im not sure when it started, or why it is so strong. On the outside I seem happy. No one thinks anythings wrong. But on the inside I am dying, screaming for someone to see That the happy smile and carefree laugh is not the real me. Ive never been happy, not that I can recall. Between the world and myself Ive built up a wall. I dont know why Im like this, it makes no sense to me. I actually come from a very close and loving family. But even they have no idea of the hell I endure. They think Im happy and normal; of this I am sure. I cant take it much longer, I cant live like this! I want to feel truly happy, that is my biggest wish. I need help, but who will help me? Who could comprehend? Is there anyone out there who can help bring this to an end? Or am I simply trapped, a prisoner of despair? Am I really all alone? Is there no hope for me out there? Im so lost, please help me! I cant do this alone! I need someone in my corner, a friend to call my own. Please help me.. :( AaDii :(
Posted on: Thu, 04 Sep 2014 17:38:02 +0000
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