Today was one of the worst day of my life I remember getting home around 4 in the morning from saying my final goodbyes to Tammy I woke up like 9 in the morning and went to the hospital soon as I turned the corner Miss Liz was hey kenyetta patty not feeling well today. When I walked into your room you was just starring at the door as if you was waiting for me I said aww ma whats wrong the nurse said you not feeling well u didnt even respond you just kept staring at the door the look in your eyes made me brake down and cry I then got in your bed and held you and told you how much I love you and proud of you I felt the tears just running down my arms but you didnt say a word I then called my brother and sister crying telling them I think my mommy is not gonna make it to hear they screams and cries killed me I put the phone on speaker so they can talk to you and let you know how much they loved you and please dont leave us hold on they gonna come up to see you I then called my grandmother and aunt and let them talk to you thats when gillie walked in the room asking me how is you I couldnt hold it know more i broke down crying saying gillie I think this is I think my mommy dying on me that when gillie pulled out his Bible and started reading it to you. When the nurse peek in to make sure we was OK I asked why shes not blinking her eyes why her eyes so cloudy she said I think Patty is trying to leave us ohhh boy that feeling I just cried and cried and cried and held her in my arms like a baby and let her know I know shes tired its OK to leave us and go be with my dad that her grand kids love her so much she was such a great grandmother to them and I forgive her for what ever we through in life together Im gonna miss her so so much she then she just came out and screamed no I dont wanna go like this I just held her and rock her rubbed her head kept kissing her all over but not one time she looked at me she just kept staring at the door next thing I know she just got real heavy in my arms I said Dam gillie i think she gone the nurse happened to peek in again at that time and said is everything okay you need anything I said please come i think my mommy gone she came put her hand on her chest and said I think so but let me get my telescope I always like to make sure before I call the time of death thats when she took one more little breath and was gone my mommy was gone!!!!!!!! Ohhhhh. How I miss that lady I cant believe its been a year today now Im trying to figure out how you celebrate something you still havent except all I could say rest in peace my mommy u are truly missed
Posted on: Sat, 27 Dec 2014 13:21:48 +0000
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