Tuks Confession 10 641: I hate acting like I am happy even though I know deep down Im f***ed big time. When I walk on the streets, I walk with a head held high, like I own these streets. I flash a broad smile. I advice a lot of people about their problems. I laugh out loud. I behave like I got my shit under control. I keep convincing myself that I am fine, and this is how I plan to live my life and how I should be like. I look so happy, I post pictures looking awesome, people see envy those pictures, but the sad truth is, inside this body, the soul does needs surgery! I need to repair my soul. I am emotionally trapped, and I cant seem to escape it. I am seeing professionals but they dont really help a lot. I need to change my mindset about life and stop taking it too serious because it complicates things for me. Those who know me, can sense my loudest cry for freedom. But I deny when they ask me. This is so heavy for me to carry. I want to say I am happy and truly mean it! Without having to try hard. Without wanting to convince people or show them. What has messed me up is CARING maybe I should start writing some serious shit down and living to that.
Posted on: Sun, 23 Nov 2014 20:19:07 +0000
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